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Dosage of Serotonin by inksteady
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Started: 04/27/2021 Ended: 08/24/2021 Ang hirap palang tumanda. Ang hirap magbayad ng bills. Ang hirap suportahan ng pamilyang akala ay isang milyon ang suweldo mo. Ang hirap ngumiti sa nanay na mataas ang tingin sa'yo pero hindi ka kayang ipagtanggol. Ang hirap tabihan sa hapagkainan ng tatay na pinag-uubusan mo ng pera pero hindi ka maalala. Ang hirap mag-abot ng tulong sa kapatid na baon sa utang. Ang hirap intindihin ng hipag na nakakapagpa-rebond pa kahit kapos na kapos na. Ang hirap pakisamahan ng bunsong halos ilahad ang mga palad tuwing makikita ka. Ang hirap ngitian ng mga taong tanong nang tanong kung bakit hindi ka pa nakakapag-asawa. Ang hirap humarap sa mundong isasampal sa'yo na mag-isa ka. Tulong, bigay, utang. Isang iling mo lang, madamot ka na. Kasama mo sila kapag may maibibigay ka, pero hindi mo sila mahahanap kapag wala na. Ikaw ang kakayod, sila ang tutuka. Ikaw ang iiyak sa pagod, sila ang magtatamasa. Iyon ang summary ng buhay ko. Sobra-sobra ang naririnig na paghingi, kulang na kulang ang naririnig na pasasalamat. Sobra-sobra ang pagpapasensya, kulang na kulang ang natatanggap na pagpapahalaga. Sobra-sobra ang binabayaran, kulang na kulang sa kasiyahan. Kaya nang dumating sa buhay ko ang nag-iisang lalaking hindi ako nakita bilang naglalakad na alkansya, ang nag-iisang lalaking nakinig sa mahabang listahan ko ng problema, ang nag-iisang lalaking nagbigay sa akin ng kakaibang saya, ipinangako ko sa sarili na sa gitna ng hirap ng pagtanda, magtitiis ako basta't siya ang kasama. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay pagtalikod sa minahal na pamilya. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay paglaban sa mundong pinatatakbo ng kapangyarihan at pera. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay ang pagdurusa't pag-iisa. Siya ang ginhawa, pahinga, at kasiyahan ko. Dumating man ang araw na tanaw ko na ang dulo. Dumating man ang araw na wala na kaming sagot sa lahat ng bakit at paano. Dumating man ang araw na pareho na kaming talo.
Taming the Waves (College Series #2) by inksteady
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PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 10/07/2020 Ended: 11/18/2020 Elora Chin Valencia grew up in a toxic Christian family where she was viewed as the black sheep. Araw-araw ay ipinaparamdam sa kanya ng mundo na wala siyang lugar sa sarili niyang tahanan. She was a consistent dean's lister and an obedient daughter, which left her wondering what she had done so wrong to be disregarded as a speck of dust in the wind. They made her feel like she was just dirt, filling up the empty space. The one who would never have her own safe place. Feeling all of this contributed to her endless suicidal ideations. Baka nga tama sila. Baka nga wala siyang halaga at kailanman ay hindi na sasaya. She almost believed that. She almost held onto that notion. Not until she met the man in his BS Civil Engineering uniform and gorgeous grin, Troy Jefferson Dela Paz. He kissed her forehead, and her loud thoughts were silenced. Her demons calmed down. Her foes were defeated. For the first time in her life, she had proven her family wrong---a happy Elora Chin was possible. She was loved and well-taken care of. Troy embraced her sharp parts, not minding the wounds he might get. But fate had a lot of cruel things in store for her. Because when she thought she had reached the peak of happiness, she found myself drowning alone in the ocean she now called home, alone in her shame, alone with the waves she couldn't tame.
The Billionaire's Secretary by CussMeNot
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The Billionaire Series 1: King Tyron Sandoval (Self-published under Immac Publishing) Simple lang ang hangad ni Hera Buencamino sa kaniyang buhay ang magkaroon ng maayos na trabaho para matustusan ang kaniyang pang-araw-araw na gastusin. Hindi niya hangad ang yumaman, sapat na sa kaniya na mayroon siyang extra money para makabili ng feminine wash. Sa isang mabilis na paraan ay nakapasok siya bilang bagong sekretarya ng CEO ng Sandoval Corporation. Isang himala iyon sa kaniya. Ang sobrang sungit niyang boss na si King Tyron Sandoval ay araw-araw siyang inaalila at minumura ngunit ipinangako niya sa sarili na hinding-hindi niya itataas ang puting tela. Isa lang ang dahilan, ayaw niyang mawalan ng trabaho dahil mahirap maghanap ng bago. Pero paano na lamang kung biglang nagbago ang ihip ng hangin? Ang masungit niyang boss ay biglang nag-iba ang ugali. From being ruthless to a caring Ceo, at bilang isang marupok na babae ay nahulog ang puso niya rito. Malalim ang pagkakahulog at mahirap nang bumangon pa. Ibinigay niya ang lahat ng mayroon siya kay King Tyron. Her heart, soul, body, and virginity. Cliché? No, not really. But then... what will happen if Tyron's twin brother came into the picture? He is King Hyron Sandoval. Sobrang mahal niya si Hera kaya nagawa niyang magpanggap bilang si King Tyron. It's a war between Sandoval twins. Kaninong pagmamahal nga ba ang pipiliin ni Hera? This story is a love triangle between Hera and the Sandoval Twins. Halina't subaybayan natin ang kanilang magulong love story. -CussMeNot- Warning:Mature Content|R-18 Highest Rank: #1 in Romance 1/22/19 Credit to @findinghumanity for creating this wonderful book cover. Thank you so much ♥️ Unedited! Grammatical Errors and typo ahead. SELF PUBLISHED BOOK IS AVAILABLE ON IMMAC WATTY ONLINE SHOPPE (fb page)
The Billionaire's Gorgeous Keeper by CussMeNot
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The Billionaire Series 3: Ferocious Exousía Keeper /noun/ * a person that watches over someone * a person whose job is to guard or take care of something or someone Private First Class Elle Clarke is an excellent soldier. She has good quality beauty. Everyone admires her, especially boys. One day, she meets the ruthless billionaire on her mission. That cruel Billionaire slapped her in the face while many people were watching them. She's so humiliated in that scene. She's so mad but couldn't do anything to hurt Mr. Ferocious Exousía, the cruel Billionaire. But destiny was so good to play the cards, they meet again. What would happen if she becomes his bodyguard? He's a Billionaire. She's a soldier. Therefore, She's The Billionaire's Gorgeous Keeper. This story is different. Read at your own risk. Credit to findinghumanity for creating this wonderful book cover. Thank you so much ♥️
Assassin Series 2: Isaac Elrod Garcia by xxriegozzxx
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||🔞R-18|| || ✅Completed|| {Major Editing} Walang nagawa si Isaac ng humingi ng tulong ang kanyang ina sakanya. Ayaw sana niyang pumayag lalo na't hindi maganda ang pakiramdam niya sa babaeng nag ngangalang Irish. Hindi kasi niya maintindihan ang sarili niya sa t'wing nakikita niya ang dalaga. Lagi nalang kasing bumibilis ang tibok ng puso niya kapag nakikita niya 'to ng patago. Kaya ayaw sana niyang tanggapin ang pakiusap ng kanyang ina. Mapipigilan kaya niya ang kanyang puso na mahulog sa dalaga lalo na't alam niya na ang gusto ng dalaga ay kanyang nakakabatang kapatid na si James.
In the Midst of the Crowd (Loser #1) by inksteady
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THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES #1 Have you ever been so smitten with someone that you were just so grateful they existed? Tipong makita mo lang siya, solved ka na. Kahit hindi mo siya makausap o makasama, inspired na inspired ka. That was the case for Dawn Karsen Navarro, a die-hard fan of a prominent singer and songwriter, Dior Kobe Gallardo. Kahit pa laging General Admission ticket lang ang nabibili niya at halos kasinlaki lang ng gagamba ang natatanaw niya mula sa upuan, marinig niya lang ang boses ng binata, kuntento na siya. So, when luck pulled a trick on her poor heart, she didn't hesitate to take advantage of the opportunity. She went from being in the farthest row to being in the backstage, from seeing only a glimpse of her idol to a face-to-face encounter, and from hearing only a fraction of his life to knowing everything there was to know about him. She had made a lot of progress. But, why did she go back to being seated in the farthest row? Why did she go back to being just a mere fan? After everything they vowed, why did she go back to being a stranger in the midst of the crowd?
Chasing the Sun (College Series #1) by inksteady
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PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 09/09/2020 Ended: 10/07/2020 Solene Clemente was a typical Civil Engineering student who struggled to put up with her studies. Kung pwede ngang i-bake na lang ang napakaraming itlog sa test papers niya, ginawa niya na. At a young age, she experienced the harsh reality of life-poverty, abuse, and a broken family. But, as someone who could see the bright side of everything, she knew she could make it with only her mother and best friend, Duke Laurence Sanders, whom she secretly loved. Kahit pa naghihirap, basta kasama niya ang ina, kaya niya. Kahit pa madalas niyang hindi maintindihan ang lessons, ayos lang kasi may Duke naman na tuturuan siya. Na kahit gaano kalupit ang tadhana, patuloy siyang lumalaban sa buhay dahil may dalawang taong sumusuporta at nagmamahal sa kanya. She became too dependent on the love they could offer. But little did she know, like the sun she adored, she was destined to be alone.