Alexander and John were best friends since the beginning of middle school. When Alex is gone John blames himself for not realizing earlier. But was it really all it seemed? ~~ John attends a therapist session to talk about Alex. That's where he realized it wasn't at all what everyone thought happened. He was going to find justice for Alex. One way or another.

Sequel to Down // Treebros ·· Soulmates AU Michael Mell was adopted by two amazing, eccentric Dads at age 5. At age 7 he met a boy named Jeremy Heere. By age 10 he fell madly in love with him. When he reached high school, he tried to keep up a facade for his Dads; Mr Murphy and Mr Hansen. Not Mr Murphy-Hansen. How will he cope with his Aunts, Dads and Uncle Jared working at his school? How will he cope in the grayscale when Jeremy Heere walks out of his life? How will he cope when his life shatters before his very eyes.

Huge thanks to @Saphirdrache / @Zitronendrache for the amazing cover. I absolutely love it. The world was always black and white. You always felt empty. They would always promise you that there's someone for you. All you have to do is kiss them and the world will turn right side up... ...They pray that it will turn right side up. **TRIGGER WARNING** Suicide Self-harm Anxiety Panic Attacks Abuse And a whole lot more - I know I'm evil haha September 25th 2017 - December 11th 2017

FINISHED :) John Laurens has lived in South Carolina all his life. So far, nothing has changed. His town is still filled with the homophobic, racist people he's always been surrounded by, and not to mention his abusive father. Alexander Hamilton, a selective mute, has finally had enough. He leaves the Caribbean and moves in with his cousin Usnavi. So, little did John know, what's been the same for years was about to get flipped upside down, just because of one day and one silent boy.

Alexander Hamilton grew up in district 12. He had never expected to be chosen for the hunger games, but when he had, he gave up hope right away. Although, something flickered in the darkness of his thoughts. A flicker of hope, life, love. Alexander finds he begins to get to know John Laurens, and he soon finds out that flicker is John. Could Alexander and John survive together, through the hunger games, and emerge victorious?

Alexander Hamilton x john Laurens SuPeR hIgH qUaLiTy

A Lams AU cause why not, everyone loves Lams. Cringy description time; Alexander Hamilton is a rapidly growing author who would much rather be left alone in his college dorm than do an interview of whatever he 'should' be doing. John Laurens is his number 1 fan. When they meet online, Laurens has no idea he's talking with his idol, and all goes nice and peachy until shit hits the fan because... ya know... pLoT pOiNtS ⚠️Trigger warnings: slight homophobia and mentions of suicide. Also a lot of gay, so any homophobes... what are you doing on this side of wattpad?⚠️ SERIOUSLY YALL I HAVE SOME WAY BETTER LAMS BOOKS YOU COULD GO READ IF YOU WANT LAMS, THIS IS LITERALLY MY WORST ONE [cover: Kiki's Delivery Service] Started: (approximately) 05/05/20 Ended: 03/06/20

There had been an outbreak. Of what? Nobody knew. People called them all different things but everyone knew for sure that they were people. They were dead. Definitely. No doubt. At least...they should be. But they could walk and if you weren't one of them? Theyd find you. And rip you to shreds. ~~~ John knew it was hopeless. His whole family was gone except his sister. He was in a group with Washington as the leader. The whole group went out on a raid and ended up surrounded. That's where he met Alexander. The one who saved them. Who saved him. Highest rank~#2 in Lams

*Completed All these teenagers...they're all fucked in the brain. At least during the school year they've got supervision and a counselor on hand. Summer though- that's a different story. That's how Medowveiw Camp for Teens got started, back in the eighties. Now it's run by George Washington and his wife, Martha who is a licensed therapist. It's another summer coming up, just like the rest. After a while you can kind of link all the kids together, they're all the same anyway. Broken home, bullies, eating disorders. You name it, they've been to the camp. Some kids have been here too many times. John Laurens, for example. Seventeen and having been attending the camp since he was fourteen. He absolutely hates it, it's the same every year and offers no help whatsoever for his so called mental illness. He wants this year to be his last, but something changes his mind from the moment he steps into his cabin.

I wish he'd look at me the way he looks at her. Tw: selfharm, abuse, suicide, swearing, etc.