Stucky guys! My second time I guess trying to write an story for Steve and Bucky. Yes there is stony and the majority of it is stony till Steve gets sent on a mission with out the avengers. (AKA 'what happens in CATWS)

❝ What if every time you remember something from your past, it gets wiped away again by your own brain, causing you to hate the one you love and kill the ones you saved. ❞ The reign of The Winter Soldier is over, leaving a blank haunted man who was once Bucky Barnes lying in a hospital bed with a worn out Steve Rogers by his side. Bucky's mind is beyond repair, and Steve must work hard to rebuild it into the man his friend once was; the man he once loved. But HYDRA is still at large in the underworld, plotting and planning and building up its former power until it's as strong as ever. So can Steve restore his friend and gather his scattered team from fallen S.H.I.E.L.D in time before HYDRA unleashes its revenge-filled master plan that will surely wipe out them all? **************************** give some love to @asterism for the fab cover

Bucky has been watching his mission, Steve Rogers, for weeks now. Bucky can't help but feel like the super soldier he was sent kill holds some sort of safety and the answers to all his questions, but... would Steve welcome back his old friend with open arms, after all he's done? Bucky doesn't know, and he's afraid to find out the answer face-to-face, so he elects to communicate with Steve another way. What follows is a series of notes and a big and emotional journey for both Steve and Bucky. ♥

READ THE LAST CHAPTER Meet Emily. She's 15, living on her own with small hope her mother will get better. She works at a bookshop with a shady owner she can't stand, when she has a chance encounter with a childhood hero. She figures she'll never see him again, although as time passes, it's evident that's not what the world has in store for her. Before becoming best friends with an infamous assassin, she might've said she had nothing to live for besides hope. But now? Her stakes are much higher.

**Third book to Things We Lost.** The Hydra secret had been exposed to the world. S.H.I.E.L.D. is falling apart. After taking down Project Insight, Jessica Evans and Steve Rogers had parted ways with S.H.I.E.L.D., taking a break from the hero life. Their friend, and Hydra's weapon disappeared into the shadows. James Buchanan Barnes is a lost soul walking around D.C. with no memories and no idea of what is going on, until Jessie meets with him again at the Smithsonian. From there, she vows to help him become the person he used to be, meet new friends, love once more. But when an old threat comes back and spreads, the "Soldier's out of time" will have to assemble with the Avengers and their two new allies. What will become of Jessie and Bucky's relationship? How will things change when this threat spreads around not only the U.S., but the world? **After the events of The Winter Soldier. I own none of the characters except Jessica. All copyright goes to Marvel Comics. Enjoy.**

[COMPLETED] **This is a sequel to Things We Lost.** Two years after the alien attack in New York. Four and a half years of running from the past which will soon come back and bite Jessica Evans and Steve Rogers in the behind. Life in D.C. is different for the two of them when S.H.I.E.L.D. is compromised. What they don't expect is for an old friend to return. Will they be able to help him or will he kill them before they get the chance? **I do not own any of the characters except for Jessica. Also, spoiler warning to any of those who have not seen Captain America: The Winter Soldier.**

[COMPLETED] Jessica Evans is a valiant and tranquil young woman, also a Sergeant in the U.S. Army during World War II. As an Agent of the S.S.R., and the "prototype" of the Super Soldier program, Jessie will do anything to defeat Hydra. She and her childhood friends, Steve Rogers and James "Bucky" Barnes, deal with love and loss. Tragedy strikes the three in different ways, and Jessie and Steve find themselves 70 years in the future after the War's end. They make new friends, enemies, and help save the world, again. Follow through their story and see what fate has in store for them. *I do not own anything but Jessica Evans. All copyright goes to Marvel Comics.* **This is the first story to the series, Till The End (second) and Last of Us (Third), are up.**

"I want to die!" He said through gritted teeth. "I can't handle all the guilt and memories anymore! Please." Was he really begging me to kill him? The cold metal is heavy in my hand, and it's shine is slippery against my trembling fingers. "No!" I shout. "I'm not letting you take the cowards path. You are going to fight this!" He grabbed his mask off the side of the bridge and placed it on his face, his dark blue eyes never once leaving mine. "If you won't kill, I'll find someone who will." - Ana is a normal twenty four year old who was just trying to live her life. She works hard studying to get her degree in law, all while juggling the chores of life. She lives alone on a lonely farm with nothing but a few cows and horses to keep her company. But when a certain Soldier comes into her life, her world is turned completely upside down. Will she really help a man who took so many lives away? Soldier is lost. He saved a man he thinks he knows, and the price is him being hunted for death. HYDRA wants him dead. SHIELD says they can help him, but he knows their lying. Completely lost, he finds himself hunting for answers, but finds himself facing a woman with a terrible temper. But she isn't afraid of him. She isn't trying to kill him in his sleep. He can't help but wonder, Can she really help him remember? But cold reality is never far behind, as he soon releases that he may be placing the person who he might have feelings for in danger. HYDRA isn't about to give up their killer.

Anna Clarke best friends with Bucky and Steve, gets into the Army before them and there she meets Peggy. She's a very interesting girl, and apparently Steve finds a liking in her but is too scared to tell her. Little does he know that she feels the same. But when Steve joins the Army and meets Peggy will he forget about Anna ? Or will their love be so strong that he may never stop loving her? Will they confess their love for each other in time, or will it be too late ?

When Bucky moves in with Steve into the Avengers Tower, life changes. Between trying to figure out who he was long ago, and dealing with the new world, Bucky's life is about to become a little crazy. Add a little romance, and voila; chaos.