I move closer, leaning in so that our noses are touching. I can feel her breathe fanning my mouth, sending a shiver throughout my entire body. I'm thinking this is the end for me, but she proves me wrong when she wraps her legs around my torso, and her arms around my neck, my breath getting hitched by the contact, and instant goosebumps cover my body which I'm sure aren't from the cold water. "We shouldn't do this if there's any chance that we're going to regret it," she speaks against my lips, and I make out the flash of need in her eyes. She wants this as much as I do. "I know I won't," he says, and with this he presses his lips against mine, igniting not only a fire that I've never set ablaze, but also some certain sense of déjà vu. I can swear that I have ever felt this type of feeling before, but I can't place it anywhere. #2 in notperfect on 1/2/2021 #111 in trouble on 14/12/2020 #33 in changing on 1/2/2021 #82 in selfdiscovery on 1/2/2021 #95 in guilt on 1/2/2021 #12 in fallingforthebadboy on 6/2/2021 #45 in denial on 6/2/2021 #45 in daddyissues on 6/2/2021 #398 in toxic on 6/2/2021

"I told you to stay the fuck away from me." "Well clearly I didn't listen," she whispers and brings her free hand to the nape of my neck, luring me closer to her lips. She lightly gasps when my hold on her wrist tightens, and my eyes unwillingly lower to her lips. She notices this, causing a smile to attack those full lips. "Zoe..." I growl in warning when she brushes her lips on mine. "Please lemme in. Why can't you let this happen?" she pleads with a whimper. Her voice is doing things to me. Making me feel things I don't want to feel. Things I can't feel. "Because I ruin everything Zoe. I'm a devouring fire, and if I let this happen, then I'm gonna burn you. So much that there will only be ashes left of you. There won't be no turning back." I know the kind of person I am. I'm not the one for her. "Then ruin me Zayn," she utters, catching me completely off-guard, and crashes her lips to my own in a fraction of a second. I'm going to wreck her. I know it.