Once the heart gets too heavy with pain. People didn't cry. They just turn silent, completely silent. "Sometimes, I feel like no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I give, I will never be good enough for anyone" Date started: May 19, 2021

At first it was just a peaceful favorite place of mine, then he came to the picture. He became my friend, turns to my boyfriend. But why the hell he cheated on me, why the fucking hell he love me while he is in a relationship? A place where we start, and also the place where we make ourselves free from ours A place where we supposed to build our future together. But destiny isn't in our hand, I destined to love someone who's always there for me even I didn't know he exist. "He's always watching you from afar, Cali"

This work of fiction may include potentially disturbing readings, scenes and discussions around topics such as self-harm, physical violence, emotionally triggering materials, death and suicide. Please engage in self-care as you read this work. Names, characters, business, events and incidents are the products of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Project M #ProjectM1 31/12/17

#ProjectM II This work of fiction may include potentially disturbing readings, scenes and discussions around topics such as self-harm, physical violence, emotionally triggering materials, death and suicide. Please engage in self-care as you read this work. Names, characters, business, events and incidents are the products of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.