Book 2/3 Billie: "Shorty, you have to realize that I'm 18, I'm going to be touring for a long ass time and I have a dream that I'm trying to fulfill. You're not going to be able to go on every tour or attend every show, because I have a career and so do you. I don't care even when we're married, I would still want you to choose your career over me. I will always want that, because you deserve to be successful. I will be the last one to fuck up your career and if I do, I will never forgive myself." Maddie: "But what's more important? My happiness or my career." *i do not own any pictures used in this book* Started: 04/09/20 Finished: 03/01/21

↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of societal norms. The weeks proceed and the former tension dissipates when an unforeseen diagnosis throws the 16-year-old's family into great turmoil. Will she be able to cope with the situation with the help of Billie? Will she find enough trust in her to make veiled references about her critical past? And most importantly, how soon will they discern that their feelings could be more than just those of a regular friendship? 𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗼 - 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 gxg high school romance | trigger warnings mentioned in '000' achieved: #1 in teenissues 03/14/21 #1 in problematic 03/15/21 #1 in awareness 03/17/21 #2 in lesbian 05/21/21 #1 in lgbt 05/22/21 #1 in mental 08/29/22 #1 in illness 05/05/23 100k reads - 12/23/21 200k reads - 03/21/23 300k reads - 10/13/24

"if you love her, why do you keep hurting her like this?" "because she's the only one who understands my pain." "billie, that won't help. you need to see a thera-" "just shut the fuck up. i need her. her presence is a lot more helpful than a fucking therapist." . mature content - achieved #1 in #billieeilish

GirlxGirl Elle, an 18 year old college student who had just moved to LA to live with her best friends Elijah and Isaac Bell, is stressed and is working on a short story to write when a blue haired girl walks into the coffee shop she is working on school work at. A bunch of girls who are fans of Billie's followed Billie into the coffee shop causing a lot of noise and annoyance to Elle but even more annoyance when a fan bumps into Elle making her spill her drink all over her work. Billie offers to help her but Elle dismisses Billie And leaves the shop in even more stressed than she was to begin with, but little did she know she was going to see the 17 year old dark blue haired girl again later on. I'm pretty bad at descriptions of books but I tried my best. You can imagine yourself as Elle if you'd like. No copywriting.

"Dude, you really think I'm gonna let you go?" A simple mistake made by an unknown mechanic and that's how Lea got stuck in an elevator with Billie Eilish, one of the most famous pop artist of her generation. Far away from the spotlight and the crowd for a few hours, it's more than enough time to get to know each other... *I do not mean to disrespect or offend anyone, this is only for the purpose of imagination and creativity*

girlxgirl *swearing and some smut or whatever *lower case letters are intended achieved #1 in #billie achieved #1 in #bilsexual achieved #1 in #idontwannabeyouanymore

[you don't understand what i'm capable of, do you?] this story contains mature themes, read at your own risk ♡

"i need a pack of Newport menthol shorts, please," the girl murmurs, setting a candy bar on my counter. achieved #1 in eilish 12/11/2019

Something so small, wether it be a person or a new relationship, can flip your whole life. A basic everyday routine, now has a whole new meaning because of one girl. (this book uses capitals) WARNING! things in this book can be triggering to people it may include: self harm, suicidal thought, eating disorders, sex, drugs, alcohol, foul language i will put a warning before anything triggering begins to happen..minus the foul language if any of that will trigger you feel free to skip ahead at those parts, you can dm me and ask what happened!! or just refrain from reading if that will trigger you. i don't y'all to be triggered by anything i write