I love him too much to let him keep hurting me but at the same time I love him too much I am willing to get hurt by him

*COMPLETED* (Y.O.L.O stands for: YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE) *** Carter Jones, the school nerd, and Killian Henderson, the reputated troublemaker, somehow end up getting detention together. "How about we make a bet?" Offered Killian, his pistachio-green eyes drilling into mine as a playful smile lingered on his lips. "A bet?" I gulped, intimidated by how close he was sitting next to me. He nodded and raised four fingers, the ones with the letters "Y.O.L.O" tattooed on them, wriggling them in front of me with his ever-so-confident grin. "Four dares, Jones, just you and me." And that's how it all started. *** Rankings: #fiction #featured #queer #gay #depression #bl #youngadult #featured #comedy #bisexual #manxman #teen fiction #boyxboy #bxb #LGBT #romance Cover designed by Holly Thurston

Nikita Mecale, short Niki, a seventeen year old boy known as being the hottest gay guy in school who rocks girl clothes more than girls. Rumors about him belong to his everyday life and even his mother is over supportive of him wearing girls clothes since she had always wished having a daughter, so she has taken advantage of it as soon as Niki came out to his parents. Not only the entire school but also the two best friends GG and Eric love the crazy way of Niki. But it was not uncommon for him to be groped at which he doesn't like at all. Even Eric sometimes can't get his hand off of him. Though, Niki always puts a smile up on his face and acts like it's nothing. But what if Niki finally has enough of it? ________________ I absolutely suck at descriptions hehe^^ But you'll quickly find out what this story is about. Well... only if you give it a chance ;D Released: March 26 2018 Finished: August 28 2018

Mikaelis Lumos autem coelus Deavus, an angel who is suppose to be the next heir of Coelus Divada, the kingdom of the holy folk and all of that. Seems pretty nice, right? Not for Mika. He has absolutely no intention on being a King before even having the chance to experience what life really is like. So of course what does he do? He runs away, wanting to live his life the way he wants to. Therefore, he insists on going to a place that happened to be an academy for individuals just like him and plans to get to know people, get a little taste of the real life before having to return back to his duties. Though, the longer he stays, the more the thought of returning decreases. And the mere cause for that is no one else but, of course, the Demon and Ruthifa's son himself: Reiji Ignil. _____________________ I just had to add a little fantasy to my own bxb collection this time. So here we are now, and if you wanna give this a try ENjoY! And if you don't, maybe some of my other stories will suit your taste. I'd be more happy if it did. c; Started: April 14th 2019 Published: Jan 1st 2020 Finished: April 25th 2020

Quentin Collister. One of the six sons of the popular Collister family is the youngest son Quentin. And that family he grew up in is everything but normal which Quentin was forced to deal with at a very young age. Growing up, the eighteen year old experiences too many memories he rather prefers keeping to himself and which made him become the person he is now. So, if Quentin is known for something other than being a famous Collister, then it is for his outstanding character. As if his life was not already out of hand as it is now, it's about to get even more crazy when he happen to get involved with a gang ...and especially their leader. _____ Still sucking at descriptions O.o Promise it's better than it sounds ^^ ~ Action! That should be the theme in this book and other than my first work; [Book 1: "Suppressed" ; Go read it if you haven't ;)] This book will contain more love action cuz... everyone loves intimate stuff ^^ I'll give it my best to write it as thrilling as possible. Started: Sep.01.2018 Published: Jan.13.2019 Finished: April 2019

[NOT COMPLETED, AM WORKING ON IT] When you're a raging homosexual stuck in a predominately white Christian community, finding acceptance can be a tedious task. Justin Hobbs is living a lie, and hiding the truth from the people around him is becoming harder and harder each day. He's regarded as the school's typical loner, and in some ways he is. Used to having a quiet life, he's lost when his hushed lifestyle suddenly disappears. But, Justin finds he doesn't miss the quiet as much as he thought. Erik Carron is a leader of the school's biggest committee, but he isn't all that he appears. He keeps up the perfect façade, and is relieved to know that no one has seen past it. Little does he know, Justin is seeing the cracks in his mask, and soon, he'll see what truly lies beneath. The struggle of finding acceptance is as hard they thought, but learning to love themselves is harder than anything. This is a journey of self-acceptance, secrets, hiding, and finally revealing ones true self.

Vivendell High is a school where popularity means everything to its students. Many of them yearn to be at the top of the ladder, even if it means walking on the backs of others. The personalities of these individuals come in many different packages. Some as shallow as can be and others as crazy as they come. Nathan Nightshade, the large and scary yet invisible student makes it his mission to win over the charming, bubbly, and popular Noah. Problem is; Nathan is terrifying to many, and lacks apparent social skills. Nathan just wants a friend, someone other than his mother to talk to. He's well aware of the social ladder running his school, and if climbing it is what it takes to make friends, he's going to, only, he'll do it his way. Noah Ormen is the well known, kind, hyperactive eighteen year old who goes out of his way to talk to everyone around school. Unlike Nathan, Noah's got all of the friends he could ask for. Though no one could replace his best friend and partner in crime Taylor Wailing. They're well known for their mischievous tag team shenanigans around school.

*Winner of Best Male Character in the #GrandLGBT Awards 2016* Nolan is adamant; unwilling to accept his sexuality. But after being forced into a crazy plan that was supposed to help him ascertain and accept himself, common sense is shoved into the back seat and emotions take control, leading to a mess of insincerity and more uncertainty in a relationship built on 'Just One Kiss'. Just One Kiss is a story of love, denial and betrayal. Formerly called (Love's Harsh Pick) #32 in Humor (11/20/2015) Copyright © 2015 All Rights Reserved. Cover design by: lawrencejoel

Levi is a 15 years old guy, with not much to worry about, except trying not to fall asleep in church. Until the day he wakes up on the shoulder of an unknown, but very good-looking guy. From that moment on, his life will never be the same. Jay is a 16 year old who's trying to cope with his annoying stepmother and weird stepbrother, and his father who never pays attention to him. But when someone starts using his shoulder as a pillow, and making him feel things he shouldn't, he realizes his family is only the smallest bit of his worries. ~~~~ A story about 2 guys with very different pasts, trying to love each other, but meanwhile being held back by their surroundings. This story is about love, a whole lot of lies, and self acceptance.

He pops up in my mind more frequently than I'll admit. He's popular. He's three years older than me, a basketball star and a local hero. He's always the talk of the town. But he's changed, and there's something about Rowan that's different. He's got more secrets hidden away than I thought. And I never thought I'd stumble into one like this. * on hold while this is getting edited *