Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)

Phil's life was perfect up until a year ago when he came out to his parents. They disowned him and sent him to live with his sexually abusive Uncle. To make things worse he was forced to go to a public school and meet new people, he had little confidence and was bad at making friends. He occasionally uploaded videos to YouTube but he wasn't very well known. His videos allowed him to let his feelings out to the public, but they weren't exactly sincere. His life was falling to pieces, and it wasn't getting better any time soon. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan's life had always been perfect. He was popular at school, got good grades and his parents adored him. However he wasn't very good at meeting new people. How's he going to react when a new kid arrives at his school? Dan has a secret. A secret nobody knows about, not even himself. His life was perfect apart from this tiny thing that had been constantly bugging him ever since he started High School. He wouldn't reveal it would he? No. That would ruin his life completely, or would it?