I don't know what to do or what not to do anymore. why can't I just fall in love? like other people do? you get to have free hugs free kisses free cuddles going out on a date and blah blah. Why can't I? this world is so unfair I hate this I hate being numb I can't even cry I literally can't feel anything I'm smiling but it is fake I don't know what my real smile looks like I don't know what my giggle, chuckles, laugh sound like. I've heard all of my friends laugh, giggle, chuckle and even saw them smile or turn red because of their crushes, boyfriends/girlfriends. oh I haven't introduce myself I'm Loren call me Ren for short even though my name is not that long and I'm 19 living my let's say... uh weird life kinda worst. and I can't fall in love cause I'm emotionally numb my mom never heard my laugh cause I never did she never saw my real smile so do my dad they never heard me cry. But something change when I met Duke....

Moving to LA wasn't so easy until... EXPLICIT CONTENT PLS READ ON YOUR OWN ACCORD IF YOU AREN'T 18 THANKYOU

This story is about imaging yourself with Duke in a story. Warning: Very Sexual and Explicit Content in the end of part 1 and in part 2! Before you start, record your reaction! I'd love to see it! Sent it to me on Twitter: DefebaughRayne Or my insta: Willy.wonka.duke.depp

Maddie is a girl who is in her last year of school but lost interest since all the teachers are just straight up boring to her. What will happen if a new one enters the school? Will he or she finally be attractive to her? Why not give this a read if u wanna find out more ✨ • 12K VIEWS!! I love you all <3 🥺 I'll still keep reading your comments even though I'm not a big fan of tiktokers anymore </3 i think it's because I grew up on the youtube side more and I just prefer mcyt

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ This story contains strong language sexual scenes and references throughout Your stuck in a love triangle with duke and willy and can't decide who you want more (Kind of act like duke and willy are two different people) This story will still act like duke lives in Utah ❤️