It hurts to see the one you love with someone else. To see them smiling with someone that isn't you. To see them kiss and hug someone right in front of you and they don't realize that you're there wishing they would kiss you instead. The feeling in your heart when they say " I love you.", but it's not meant for you... I never thought this would happen, especially to me.. my name is Harry Styles and i'm in love with my best-friend.. Louis Tomlinson (Contains self-harm..some smut.. cursing..and that's all for now I guess.)

I won't stop until that boy is mine ©All Rights reserved. Danny Knight

"So here's the thing," he starts. "I didn't mean what I said a few weeks ago to like, hurt your feelings or anything. If you like painting your nails, then you should do that, and not like, care if anyone else doesn't like it because their opinions shouldn't matter, you know?" Louis takes a breath, finally glancing over to see the boy wide-eyed and pink-cheeked. On a whim, he adds, "And like, I noticed you scraping it off and you haven't been wearing any and I think you should because that's what you like." or an au where harry paints his nails and drinks strawberry milk and is too nervous for it to be nothing and louis' just trying to figure out whats wrong with him. {Ao3 wankersville}

Louis' new roommate is shy, skittish, and flinches at the slightest sounds. He's an art major who gets drunk on cherry wine, wears lacy lingerie, and shows up late at night covered in bruises that blossom across his skin like flowers. Obviously something is wrong. Louis just doesn't know what it is.

What if two famous people fall in love? Well that happens all the time. What if those two are both male? Then people start talking... a lot. This is how award winning singer Harry Styles and X Games winner Louis Tomlinson fell in love.

Harry and Louis absolutely despised one another. What could possibly happen when you forced them to live in the same house for two months?

Eager to reach his families expectations, Louis lives a life of secrecy and denial. In one of the most respected households in Doncaster, there's no room for mistake. But when Louis meets Harry styles in his first year of boarding school, it seems all the more difficult to keep himself In check.

After being in the dark for so long, Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles finally show the world their feelings for one another. Credits to whoever made these photos. Started: 7/7/18 Finished: 9/16/18

"What about you Louis?" Harry asks Louis. He's just finished telling him about the new piano he'll be getting soon. "I don't like to talk about myself." Louis states bluntly. "Why not?" Harry questions. Louis turns his head to look at Harry. He examines him carefully, studying his jaw and cheekbones, his lips, his nose. He looks at his chin and his eyes and his ears. Every feature on his face, Louis just seems to soak up. "Too many people don't care enough. They simply ask me what I'm like out of politeness instead of curiosity." Louis speaks carefully. It's almost as if he says one wrong word he will be scolded or taken away. "I care." Harry says. "I know you do Harry." And with that last sentence being said, Louis gets up and disappears into the night.

harry likes pretty pink flowers and louis enjoys ink and piercings. **This story contains possible triggers. Read at your own risk.** started in 2015, finished in 2017. slowly editing.