THE FIRST CHAPTER IS JUST THOMAS COMING BACK FROM FRANCE, IT ISN'T IMPORTANT TO THE STORY, PLS DON'T START WITH IT PLEASE Thomas Jefferson has just come back from France, and his best friend James Madison has been waiting for that day forever. School year starts, and James and Thomas become very close. Strong feelings start to develop, there's drama and heartbreaks. What will happen? Who knows. Let's find out

[DISCONTINUED] Thomas Jefferson has been off in Paris for so long, so finally when he gets back, he has to develop a healthy work-life balance and sort out his feelings for his long-time friend cover: a random photo i took (a placeholder? idk at this point) title: from "Here In My Heart" by Al Martino !!!!WARNINGS!!!! (subject to change as story updates): • INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA • TYPHOON/STORM (was uncertain whether i should include it in the CW list, but it doesnt cause any harm to put it down) !!!!! DISCLAIMERS !!!!! • ALL NAMES FEATURED IN THIS STORY ARE BASED OFF OF THE CHARACTERS FROM "HAMILTON: THE MUSICAL", NOT THE HISTORICAL FIGURES!! • THIS BOOK IS NOT HISTORICALLY ACCURATE, DO NOT TREAT IT AS FACTUAL INFORMATION!! • THERE WILL BE NO SMUT OR LEMONS AS OF THIS POINT IN TIME!!

"How can you miss someone you've never even met?"

Alexander Hamilton is a 16 year old bisexual, who's recently been adopted from the Caribbean. John Laurens is a 17 year old openly gay teen but who still has to hide his true self from his father. They both have scars. They both have been broken. What happens when they fall in love? (Edit: this story starts off bad, seeing as this was my first story but it gets increasingly better fast so pls stick with it) ⚠️TW's are at the top of the chapters⚠️ Highest rankings so far: #2 in Lams #1 in Mullette #1 in herc #6 in alexanderhamilton #7 in jeffmads #1 in Laurens #4 in Angelica

"Do you think God stays in heaven because he, too, lives in fear of what he's created?"-Steve Buscemi, Spy Kids 2 Hamilton wants the d(ark roast) *rereads this story* CRAWLING IN MY SKIN THESE WOUNDS, THEY WILL NOT HEAL This is a Lams coffee shop AU written from mostly John Laurens' P.O.V., but it does switch from time to time. In it, Laurens works the night shift at a coffee shop (who knows if a 24 hour coffee shop exists, but in fiction, anything is possible), that Hamilton decides to go to when after he gets struck with writer's block. Normal coffee shop AU antics ensue. To be honest, a lot of the story isn't actually in the coffee shop, but... So anyway, it's gay and no one dies...(yet) Buckle up and hold on. (Cover by yamhaylet)

[COMPLETED] "The saddest word in the whole wide world is the word almost." Thomas almost stopped his sister from driving to her death. He almost forgot about his past. He almost disregarded Wonderland. He almost forgot about his love for James Madison. He almost never made a return to Wonderland.

When the quiet college student Alexander Hamilton arrives at Kings College, he automatically feels like something was gonna go completely wrong. Similar to most things in the young boy's life. Unfortunately, his suspicions were correct. He found out he had to share a dorm with none other than his enemy from high school, Thomas Jefferson. Thomas had bullied Alex countless times during their senior year of high school, (when Alex transferred,) and Alex hadn't gotten over it when he saw him again. I mean, who would be all cool with their roomie that made them cut themselves? But anyways, over time, Alex notices that Thomas isn't the basic bully that he seems, and there's a lot more to him that what he previously saw. And the more of Thomas he saw, the more he started to love him. Would Thomas return those feelings? Or would he make Alex's life a living hell for confessing his feelings? (DISCLAIMER!! I was 11 or 12 when I wrote this and had no grasp on the proper language and behavior for fanfic. I said a lot of inappropriate stuff in this book, and I have altered what I could in light of becoming older and recovering from the really awful experience that made me act out the way I did. Some parts are important to the story, so I can't erase them. But I will put trigger warnings for almost smut and self-h*rm. And maybe some stereotypes and insensitive language, as I was uneducated about lgbtq and how it can be appropriately represented by a straight woman. To anyone I've made uneasy in any way, I'm sorry. I was a real annoying and inappropriate writer. I've been a lot more friendly about my books since this, and my family and friends have helped me see how mentally messed up I was when I was writing this. I feel sick to my stomach thinking I once wrote like this and conducted myself in this manner. Please forgive me. I've learned a lot in the four years since I wrote this. Ily all, and happy reading <3)

NOW ENTERED INTO THE #WATTYS!!!!! Thomas Jefferson. Crazy. Obsessed with purple. Envious hair. James Madison. Thoughtful. Always sick. Short. They can't be together. Can they?

[Sequel: Till Death Do] ✔ = Completed [4/27/2018] Modern AU (#7 in #Jamilton out of 738 stories [5/21/2018] :D )

Alexander was now living with the Washingtons, they had recently adopted him a few months ago. Lafayette was like Alex's brother, he was also adopted by the Washington family. For once in his life, he was happy. Lafayette introduced him to his friend group and ended up joining the "Revolutionary Crew" or that's what they like to call themselves. He has a family that loves him, good grades, good friends. Everything was perfect. Except one thing. He never told them that his name is Alexander, not Alexandra.