Some gifts are no gifts at all, but curses. 03071969 was mine. 'Cause some people can't be saved, no matter your effort. "You deserve a happy life, Brian. You perhaps took a few bad decisions, but that is no reason for you to die... And I promise you that no matter how hard it will be, I'll find a way to save you. You're not dying... I- I need you and you can't leave me alone," I told him, meaning every word. He couldn't really think he deserved to die? He couldn't...

What if you go to a Rolling Stones concert and Keith Richards asks you to come backstage? Well of course you go. And of course you totally embarrass yourself, but what'll happen afterwards?