This story talks about eating disorders, suicide, and death. If these things trigger you, then I advise you to skip this story. (The plot kinda gets confusing and a little out of order but that's ok) "Fat" is all that the haters have been calling Namjoon on Twitter. "Fat monster" "fatty". Namjoon tries to forget it, but he can't. He can't deal with The pain. He can't deal with The fact that he has suicidal thoughts. And with all the nightmares he has been having he is really suffering. Yet the other members have no idea what's he's really going through. Started. March 2018 Ended. June. 2018 ⚠️ i started this story when i was 12/13 so it's kinda bad and the grammar is kinda ehhh so it's kinda bad and doesn't have much of a GOOD plot line so yea [COMPLETED]

do you know, the pain of being a leader ? the burden and the sacrifices that you have to make, the pain you keep inside to maintain perfection and makes sure to hit everyones expectation, Kim Namjoon knows that, he knows those stuff way too well. 《Short Story》 [ EDITED ] • Started : early of 2019 • Ended : in the middle of 2019

I had a dream...so I made it into a book. Summary: Jungkooks private dance instructor has been getting more and more abusive. Jungkooks band members don't see that their maknae was slowly falling faster and faster into depression. At least that's what he thinks, but his band members pay more attention than he thinks, especially Taehyung who has been watching Jungkooks behavior. But will Taehyung be able to save Jungkook or will Jungkook die by his own hand? The cover was made by @LunaLoverbts

THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! Sorry :( ~~ Jungkook has always struggled with depression and takes any hate about himself being a member of bts to the extreme, including harming himself to take away his inner pain. What will happen when others in bts start to find about his problems and new problems start to arise within the members? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I felt like every tear I had cried in the last three years came back tenfold. I let my shirt fall as he brought me into his chest letting me get his shirt soaked with my crying. I could feel him start to rub my back again but I felt as if I wasn't even there. All I could focus on was the fact that I just showed the person that I had such growing feelings for something I never wanted him to know about for the rest of my life. Thinking about all of this just made me cry harder and harder until I was sobbing as I clutched onto the balled up shirt for dear life, feeling as if my world was just shattering around me at this very moment. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: does include self harm and thoughts of suicide, do not read if you are easily triggered

Jungkook has always been happy, smiling at every fan meet and TV show. Loved by his hyungs and fans, he couldn't be better. But, what happens when the CEO of the company tells him that he needs to make some changes? Will he still be able to smile? Warning: This story contains self harm, eating disorders, and other elements which may be uncomfortable for the reader. Read at your own risk. Thank you.

[BTS] Being an idol is hard and one day, Jungkook breaks. 2014

Jungkook, Maknae of BTS, was always happy and perfectly fine. Never seemed to be bothered by anything and never the one to give up anything. At least that is what he wants everyone to think. But truth be told: he was not ok. Not after what has been going on. Not after all the time he has spent alone. Not after he broke into a million tiny pieces. _______________________________ This Story is completely fictional. Anything that is happening in here does not involve any real happenings. Do not harass anyone for anything happening and written in this book. ❗️This book can trigger, please read at own risk. ❗️Angst involved. I Do Not get paid in any way but through your love ♥ Started: 05/13/18 Completed: - © Storyline by @ahlpa_wp © Story Cover by @ahlpa_wp !Do not plagiarize! #1 suicidalthoughts [111518] #1 lonely [112318] #1 jungkookcentric [120318] #1 anxietydisorder [041819]

Jimin was kneeling in front of the toilet, his forehead resting on the seat. He was pale and sickly; tears dripped from his eyes to the cold floor. He was breathing heavily, maybe even hysterically. He didn't seem to notice Hoseok until he heard a gasp. Jimin looked up at his hyung, whose face held an unreadable expression. Hoseok was shocked. He knew Jimin wanted to lose weight, but he never thought he would do something like this. Hello everyone! This was a fanfiction I wrote back in 2016! It was published on another site, but I figured I'd give it a try here as well! I hope the writing isn't terrible, I've decided to repost as is without editing. I don't want to end up changing the story since it was written based on their Most Beautiful Moments In Life era. Enjoy! Trigger warnings: Eating disorder Negative Self-Image

Where Jimin is obsessed with the numbers 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖘 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖔𝖕𝖎𝖈𝖘 s h o r t c h a p t e r s ˢˡᵒʷ ᵘᵖᵈᵃᵗᵉˢ ʏᴏᴏɴᴍɪɴ

A lot of things happen behind closed doors, and even more things go on in closed minds. Yoongi is forced to wear a fake smile during interviews and music shows. His past self is haunting him from time to time even though he is getting more successful with his band members. They know his struggles and try to help him. Trigger warnings Suicidal thoughts Self harm Eating disorders Anxiety Swearing There might be some side ships throughout this book. Don't read if you are triggered by the above and also if you don't like boyxboy and angst don't read