In a horrible accident Deku gets scared, that's all im saying, if you want more just read it, or don't your choice

After Izuku Midoriya has found a voice in his head in when his depression grows worse. Slicing his wrists to try make the pain away doesn't help, not even when he got kidnapped, instead he feel in love with a villain, and decided to throw away the hero life. How does Midoriya's and a certain black haired male's relationship grow? -Completed- Warnings! -triggering -gay -swearing