"It always feels like I'm moving backwards and never getting better, and it frustrates me because you give me everything I ever wanted, but I'm still never happy," "These things are hard right now, but we'll make it past them. You'll redefine the world around you, and that is completely ok. Things are going to change, but you have so many people to lean on," - TW: mentions of drug abuse

"Promise me you'll be fine?" She said as the two of held onto each other's hands for dear life. "I'll be just fine." I said kissing her hand and reassured her through my tears.

Just a bunch of Calum smut and fluff and sad shit because he is a bass god that deserves to be appreciated

'She's a wildflower, she came from nothing and became someone with an independent mind and a wild heart.' on hold until I get my life together

The whole world knows what really happened when Fallon Harding and Calum Hood broke up. Calum just found out that everything he thought he knew was a lie. Where do they go from here?

They were perfect until they weren't. Wrecked by the decisions that wrecked their romantic relationship, Fallon and Calum must figure out how to coexist in a world where they have to work together when they aren't together. Their issues are only further complicated by the fact that their breakup is still a mystery to everyone but them.

"Can we start over?" he asked as his eyes seeped with sadness. "We've already tried that, Luke! I can't keep giving you so many chances. I'm not sure I could ever give you enough; I mean, how many does it take?" luke hemmings au - inspired by the song 'place in me' by luke hemmings started: 8.14.21 ended:

1 in 2,500 and I picked the wrong straw. A simple gene mutation changed the course of my life before it even started. Since then all I meant to most people around me was my disorder, my unlucky straw. disclaimer- i did not create the picture on the cover i give 100 percent credit to the photographer

| Youngblood (noun) | A person who lives freely with constant adrenaline pumping through their veins to disguise the pain hiding behind their eyes -- Anastasia Hemmings has always lived in the shadows, covering her pain in fake smiles, false confidence, and drowning her sorrows in alcohol. Ashton Irwin lived in the limelight, masking his misery in hat tricks, shit-eating grins, and partying til he can't see straight. A girl who doesn't believe in love because everyone who has ever loved her hurts her, and a boy afraid to love because all he does is hurt the ones he loves- a recipe for disaster; a twisted fairytale he orchestrated. -- In which they shift from "I'm going to make your life a living hell if you stay on this team." "You've been doing that since the day I met you." to "I hate how much I love you." "The whole world could be collapsing around me and I'd only care that you're okay." ---- "I had someone tell me once that living like a youngblood hurts too, and I didn't believe them until you broke me." -- 06/02/21- #3 in #5secondsofsummer 10/25/21- #1 in #ashtonirwin 12/23/21- #1 in #irwin