After leaving behind everything and everyone he once knew in New York. Sandiago, California was a whole new hell for Austin Carlile. New City, senior year, and a complete revaluation of his sexual orientation?

Austin Carlile and Alan Ashby have been friends for awhile now, they have always been there for each other since day one. Will things change when one of the friends falls in love with the other? Will they accept their feelings for each other or will they part ways from Of Mice & Men to avoid any possible situations?

So this is just an Austlan Cashby (Austin Carlile and Alan Ashby, members from Of Mice And Men) fan-fic that I have started to write. C: I hope you like it ^^

It's Alan's birthday, and Austin has it all planned out BoyxBoy..

For years, Alan has been hiding his feelings for Austin. He loves him too much to risk messing it up. The way Alan sees it, he'd rather have Austin as just a friend than not have him in his life at all. For a while, ignoring his feelings works. Things are normal, well, as normal as life can be for a rock star. But when it's time to tour again, Alan finds it impossible to push away his feelings. All that he wants is to know what it's like to be loved. Will Austin be the one that finally shows him?

Nothing can break apart a couple who are destined together... Right?

It started with name calling. Fag, emo, gross, ugly, anorexic, boney. Then, he laid hands on me. On December 19th of 2011, Austin Carlile gave me a black eye. ~TRIGGERING~

Austlan Cashby had always existed. Both Alan and Austin knew it. Everyone knew it. And being cramped on a bus all summer for Warped Tour can cause frustration throughout the band, and maybe a few bottled up feelings too.

I'll try and update this as much as I can. Wattpad's deciding to be a douche, so I may have to move to Mibba -.- BUT, we'll see! Enjoy :3

How can two persons that hate each other survive two weeks together? --- All written in third person point of view. All advice and criticism appreciated as much as reads, comments and votes! :)