"I loved you like it was breathing but you chose to kill my mom with your own hands. " William muttered under his breath. ... William jakrapatr, the son of the richest man in Thailand, is widely popular for his sharp facial features yet cold and emotionless behaviour. His one gaze could pierce through a concrete wall. But things weren't always like this. He used to be a bubbly boy crazily in love with Est Supha, a guy who would sacrifice the whole world just to see William smile. But fate had its own cruel plan. Everything changed when William's mother died and worst of all his own lover killed her. Years later, they are bounded by the divine beauty of marriage. But it's not for love but for something more brutal. VENGEANCE. READ THIS: THIS STORY CONTAINS BDSM AND EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT. ALSO DOMESTIC ABUSE, ATTEMPT OF RAPE AND MURDER IS INVOLVED. Read at your own risk.

Est, a hardworking and elegant man, carries the weight of his family's survival with grace, tending to his ailing mother and college-aged sister, Lila alone. Trapped in a suffocating cage of loans, he's bound by the unyielding debt that followed their family's sudden bankruptcy, one devastating night that plunged their world into chaos and financial ruin. Est sacrifices his own freedom for their well-being, each day a battle to keep them afloat. William Hawthorne, an arrogant playboy, glides through life without a care, his charm a weapon, never committing to anyone beyond a fleeting day, his heart untouchable. When these two from worlds so vastly apart collide, an undeniable spark ignites, defying their differences. Est's quiet strength clashes with William's reckless allure, drawing them into a dance of passion and peril. Can a man shackled by debt and a playboy afraid of depth find a love worth fighting for?

William came into Est's life with a script, a secret private investigator's file, and a cold-blooded strategy to ruin him. Est opened his heart, his studio, and his life to a boy who was treating him like an exercise in vengeance. When the mask slips and the original revenge plot is exposed, the fallout is absolute.

​Est was never meant to survive the underworld. Gentle, quiet, and artistic, he is completely discarded by his own family when they use him as a sacrificial pawn to settle a massive debt with the city's most ruthless mafia syndicate. Stripped of his freedom, Est is delivered like a signed contract to the sprawling, heavily fortified fortress of William-the notoriously cold, unyielding mafia boss. ​Expecting a monster who will break him, Est arrives trembling and terrified. But what he receives is something far more crushing: absolute indifference. ​William doesn't abuse him. He simply treats Est like an insignificant piece of furniture. Forced into a gilded cage, Est becomes a ghost in the massive estate, mapping out the hallways just to avoid the William's terrifying, heavy footsteps. When they pass each other, Est bows his head in pure survival instinct, while William walks right past him without a single glance. Est is completely alone, trapped in a silent world where he doesn't matter. ​But in a life drenched in blood, greed, and betrayal, a ghost is hard to ignore. ​Slowly, inadvertently, microscopic cracks form in William's wall of ice. A glimpse of Est reading by the window, the way he flinches at loud noises, the raw terror in his beautiful eyes-the innocent boy William claimed was insignificant begins to consume his thoughts. ​And when rival factions mistake William's cold silence for a lack of protection, the monster awakens. Because just because William doesn't speak to his hostage, doesn't mean anyone else is allowed to touch him.

​Est has a plan for everything. He has the successful cafe, the savings, and a carefully timed blueprint to become a single father. He doesn't believe in romance; he's seen how love breaks people, and he refuses to be broken. He wants a child he can love unconditionally-someone who won't leave. ​William is the one person Est didn't account for. The billionaire owner of Zaven is charismatic, avoidant, and terrified of the word "forever." He's a runner who only stops moving when he's in Est's apartment. Their friendship is a series of quiet routines: shared keys, late-night movies, and a domesticity they both refuse to label. ​But when William accidentally discovers Est's plans for a child, the silence between them starts to fracture. William isn't ready to be a father, but he isn't ready to be left out of Est's future, either.

• Seven years ago, William Jakrapatr walked away from the one person he ever loved, leaving behind a shattered romance and a trail of secrets. Now he hides behind a billion-dollar empire and masks, ruling the city from glass towers and shadowed corridors. • Est Supha never got an explanation. All he remembers is the boy he loved becoming a stranger overnight - distant, cruel, unreachable. Now a university lecturer, Est arrives in the same city with his students, hoping only to survive a week of tour. • He doesn't expect to see William again. And he definitely doesn't expect William to still look... exactly the same. ✓Now, what will happen when they meet again? ✓Why did William move away from Est 7 years ago? ✓What will happen when Est finds out the truth about William? --------------------------------------------------- "This is my first story. I'm just trying to deliver my fantasy delulu!!. I hope you all will like it!!". THANK YOU SO MUCH ✨

Est loved William from childhood, while William realized it much later. Along with Perth and Santa, they grow from friends to chosen partners, navigating love, distance, and betrayal before finally choosing each other.

Pretending was supposed to be easy... until desire entered the ring. William, 21 years old, a rising boxing star, is determined to stay away from dating until he wins gold at the Asian Games. But constant pressure from his family to start dating proves more distracting than actually dating. So William hatches a plan: pretend to be gay and enlist his trainer Est, 27 years old, legend in Thai boxing and a notorious playboy who flirts with new girls constantly, to fake a relationship and keep his family satisfied. Est agrees to pretend to be gay and fake date as well to keep William focused on boxing. Living together to make the lie believable, every shared meal, training session, accidental touch, heated sparring match, and stolen glance blurs the line between pretense and reality. What started as a harmless act slowly awakens feelings neither of them expected, forcing them to confront desires they never knew were there. # Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 mxm #1 williamest #1 estsupha #1 william #1 discoveringyourself #2 fakedate ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: Intense feelings, strong language, borderline toxic push and pull, angst but served with hotness, self discovery -- be ready for a rollercoaster! Credits for pictures in the book cover goes to original owners, I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks --

Est Supha did not make his way through twenty years of academia, a brutal divorce, and a department full of egos just to have his life derailed by an alpha. Again. He's months away from becoming Head of the Department, and finally-finally-his world is stable. Predictable. Quiet. Maybe too quiet. Fine. He's boring. He drinks the same tea every morning, goes to the same gym twice a week, and hasn't hooked up in... a while. But he learned his lesson with his ex-husband: predictable alphas get you wrecked, emotionally and financially. So when a stupidly handsome, stupidly charming young alpha-William Jakrapatr, all dimples and wild energy-asks him for a very strange, very alpha-coded favor. Est, for reasons he refuses to examine, actually agrees. It's one reckless night. One stupid moment of weakness. One very (very) distracting scent he definitely should not be thinking about. Then that same alpha walks into his lecture hall the next week... ...as his new student. Uh ohh.... ~~~~ William Jakrapatr has never wanted a boyfriend before. His friends call him picky-William says he's just got a sensitive nose. If someone's scent doesn't hit right, it doesn't hit, and that's that. But then he meets Est-sharp-tongued, soft-hearted, smelling like citrus and warm rain-and suddenly William is thinking about mating instincts and long-term plans and what it would be like to have Est's scent on his clothes permanently. Minor issue: Est is his professor. ...Major issue: Est is convinced William is a walking disaster who will ruin his career and possibly his life. William disagrees. He's pretty sure he's the best thing that's ever going to happen to the man. And he's absolutely not about to let Est run away now-not after getting a taste of exactly how good they can be together. He's going to make sure Professor gives him enough privet tuitions. CrossPosted On AO3

It starts with a drunken night in Bangkok-two strangers meeting under neon lights, laughter, and too many drinks to think clearly. No names are exchanged. No promises are made. Just a fleeting moment that both of them assume will disappear by morning. And it does. William leaves before sunrise, chasing a future across the world. Est wakes up alone, left with nothing but a memory he can't quite explain. But weeks later, that night refuses to stay in the past. And years later, it changes everything. Four years pass in silence-until William returns to Bangkok as a global star in acting and music. Famous, admired, untouchable... and unknowingly stepping back into the life he left behind. Est knows exactly who he is now. And William is about to find out what that drunken night truly left behind. most impressive rankings: 🏆 -1 williamest 🏆-2 williamest 🏆 -3 williamest 🏆 -1 punch 🏆- 1 mpregnancy 🏆-1 wesley 🏆 -1 daouoffroad 🏆- 1 williamjkp 🏆- 1 estsupha