'I'll always choose you, why can't you just choose me? Just this once?' #1 insecure - 17/11/2022 #1 lifequotes - 28/11/2022 #1 druglord - 30/11/2022 #1 bbwlove - 03/12/2022 #1 plus - 09/12/2022 #3 badboy - 29/12/2022 #2 lifeordeath - 31/12/2022 #1 lifeordeath - 02/01/2023 #1 sneakylink - 03/02/2023 #1 biggirl - 19/02/2023 #1 good - 06/08/2023 #2 pregnancy - 10/12/2023

I was always lost on what freedom and love looked like. I thought it looked like moving away at first, then it turned into just being able to go into town without worry. After that it looked just like a man I used to know, and after he left. I had no idea what exactly freedom should look, taste, sound or smell like anymore. I thought I had everything I needed growing up, and that freedom didn't exactly matter. Why care about it, as long as we were locked away together? Now years and a few months later, I was forced to figure that out. What freedom looked like for me.

Serenity [Sir-ren-ity] : The state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled. Chaos [Kay-os] : Complete disorder and confusion. ♕♕♕ With being the Don of one of the biggest and baddest mafia families Luciano was never at ease with himself. He never felt like he was sane. Always shedding blood, murdering, selling drugs, robbing banks. He was so much chaos. He needed peace. Serenity's life was agonizingly calm. She thought it was boring with her simple routine of wake up, eat, read, sleep, maybe- if she's lucky, go out with friends, then repeat. Boring cycle of truth. She wanted some spice. Some chaos. ♕♕♕ "I just told you that I'm making you come with me to Italy- a whole other country and you're response was 'YES' ?" Luciano watched me with admiration in his dark grey eyes. I shrugged, "Yeah. I'm bored. Like..painfully bored." Luciano's eyebrow stayed raised and his eyes stayed admiring my words. "Aren't you a little crazy thing huh Bella..I'll keep that in mind." ♕♕♕ Ever since that 1 night Serenity went out with her college friend group and ran into a murder/torture fight in the tight alley way of Chicago, she's been on Luciano's mind. As him, on hers. The two were attracted to each other because of good and bad things. Luciano's attraction to Serenity was simply because her aura radiated that she was sane. Safe. Serenity's attraction to Luciano was the complete opposite. Call her crazy if you will but, a tall, handsome, Italian mafia Don was exactly what she was craving for. 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘 & 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐎 ♕♕♕ STARTED - March 18, 2022 ENDED - February 12, 2023

Here's a list of my favorite BWWM themed books that I recommend to you.

"I love you so much." Her words are chopped in between kisses and I soak in all the attention she's giving me. "Love." I say breathlessly. "Isn't a strong enough word to describe what I feel about you." ~~~ Sage Polyester, a 27-year-old independent and hardworking woman who's made a name for herself in the clothing industry. Her clothing brand is famous, and she's known for her dominance in the field. Xan Kingman, a 31-year-old cocky billionaire who's notorious for his playboy lifestyle and ruthless behavior. He's widely recognized as the most successful CEO in the country, as well as his dominance in the field. Sage and Xan have always been at each other's throats. He's the cocky, self-assured businessman everyone loves to hate, and she's the fierce, no-nonsense competitor who never backs down. They've tolerated each other for years going to great lengths in order to avoid each other, but when a game-changing opportunity demands their collaboration, they reluctantly agree to join forces. As they navigate the ups and downs of working together, sparks fly in more ways than one. Is the hatred they have for each other genuine, or is it all an act? Get ready for a rollercoaster of emotions, filled with sizzling chemistry, unexpected twists, and a love story that'll leave you breathless. The Act will have you flipping through the pages, unable to put it down. Are you ready to be swept away? Started: June 2021 Completed: N/A #1 in possessive #1 in rich #1 in possiblesmut #1 in billionaire #1 in Xan #2 in bwwm #2 in enemies #3 in 2022 #3 in model #3 in business #4 in blackwoman #4 in 2024 #5 in stubborn #6 in 2023 #6 in Sage #7 in enemiestolovers

"He fell into despair and lost all hope... For who could ever love a beast?" -Beauty and The Beast ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• When Elle stumbled upon an ad for a stay in chef, she thought the universe had finally tipped in her favor. After graduating from culinary school, she wasn't sure what direction her life would go in... Until she met Stefan DeGramont. At first, he seemed like a cold hearted, presumptuous, egotistical asshole. As she grew to know him... Well... I guess you could add Mafia boss to the list. Now tangled in his crazy Mafia business, will something fragile like her heart, be on the line? Or maybe something more risky, like her life? Could all this be avoided If she can learn to love the man behind the beast... Before it's too late. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "A thorn defends the Rose. Harming only those that will steal the blossom." **PLEASE Beware: I wrote this a few years ago so the spelling errors are there, and some cringe moments are present. I'll accept all health invoices for any emotional and mental damage inflicted during this read xoxo

Highest Rank: #2 in Beauty Everybody knows him as The Beast, the psychotic teenager who killed his parents, his sister and attempted to commit suicide. He's a recluse and nobody dares approach him. Jessie stumbles into the woods, after catching her fiance cheating on her. And meets the infamous Beast. As wary as she is of him at first, she realizes that he just might be a man like any other who just wants some love. On a rocky path to love, will they finally find happiness or let the one thing that brought them together, separate them ***NOT A WEREWOLF BOOK*** started: march 03 2018 finished: feb 5 2021

"She's a glowing, ethereal goddess."

Ramona and Cain are a couple that were meant for each other since the beginning, they were two different people but seemed to clash just fine. They go through the hardships of life and being an interracial couple in the 70s.

"Had my back, i'ma have yours... ian just talking i'ma prove it. You ain never felt yo heart drop i'ma be the one that do it. Get this gun in yo name, i'ma be the one that shoot it. I appreciate yo last nigga, he the one that blew it." Read this crazy ass boooookkkkkkk!!! ___ Started- 1st of September, 2021 Finished- N/A -pimpxlerrie®