Of all the things you can do but why do you love someone who can not give back the love you give. Nicole Vergara who is known for being very cruel and cold dealing with others, she has brought a lot of problems since her mother died, but when her mother dies, when a man arrives, she will love him more than herself Kairos Alvarez is the man in Nicole's life who did nothing but hurt her, one of Alvarez's five cousins, when she found out that she had to marry Kairos, Nicole will also know everything it does for her, but when she finds out her everything Kairos does is for her what will be her reaction? MATURED CONTENTS! R-18+ STARTED: September 28 2020 ENDED: November 13 2020

Eighteen-year-old Nat falls for five different boys during her first month at college, but never openly admits her crushes - until one night she drunk texts all five of them. She finds her freshman year turned upside down as she navigates the world of first love. ***** Nat keeps a list of all her crushes' pros and cons on her phone - the most logical thing to do for her list-making, highly organized brain. The lists were never meant to be shared, but when Ty, the school's star hockey player, dares Nat to tell the boys how she feels, how could she back down from a drunken dare? The sober light of morning leaves Nat questioning her sanity when she sees three messages awaiting her response: the hot guy she met at a concert, the kind guy from orientation week, and the perfect guy from lit class. Now, Nat must confront her feelings for these boys face-to-face, or her chance at love will pass her by. In this story of firsts, what happens when Nat just presses send? Book One of the Just Press Send series. [[word count: 90,000 - 100,000]] Cover designed by Cil Ojumo