this used to have an intro, but since i wrote it two years ago i deleted it please don't hate me for abandoning it, i realized it was a shitty story imo :') but here i am finishing it for all of my loyal fans... ah yes there's still good old sex and self harm in this because i can't change what i already wrote plus it helps with the plot so yeah

Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

Stuck in the past? Just the usual Friday night gone wrong.... Shippings: Peterick and Rydon/den. PG-13 for swearing Bands: Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco,

Your classic school romance, with pandas, egg and bacon macaroni and Hannah Montana XD. And sex, OBVIOUSLY. Ryden smut is compulsory, a vital part in any good fanfic. And we all know Ryden sex is the best. :) I don't know if I'll include the band. Most likely.

In the French language, there is only one word for Adventure and Affair. Aventure. Brallon, Ryden, you choose. But there's one thing that's certain: love is not a choice. If you fall, you eventually get hurt.

Brendon is this insanely hyper kid with a passion for music and has a voice that shames angels. When Brendon sees a flier advertising for an audition into a local band, he is ecstatic... Ryan is extremely shy, timid, and the lowest of the low on the social ladder. His only friends being his band mates; Brent and Spencer. Wanting to increase the numbers and skill of the band he puts out fliers.Brendon and Ryan have never met. Brendon never even acknowledged Ryan, but Ryan noticed Brendon a long time ago. So when Brendon auditions, Brendon can't help but notice the boy with the sad smile and the eyes that have lost their shine. Soon Brendon is the lead singer of the band and he can't keep Ryan off his mind. He just has to find out why the beautiful boy is so shy and afraid. But Ryan has a secret. A huge secret. And he can't let anyone know. So he pushes Brendon away. But Brendon, being stubborn as hell, won't go down without a fight. Soon Ryan and Brendon are best friends. But best friends don't kiss and touch each other. Do they? Now that Brendon and Ryan are all touchy feely, Ryan finds it nearly impossible to keep his secret. Will Brendon get it out of him or lose his best friend in the process?

Ryan is cursed and Brendon is adorable. Others are featured and weirds things happen. (inspired by the anime and manga, 'Fruits Basket') **CONTAINS SPOILERS IN THE COMMENTS FROM RE-READERS! if you're a new reader, don't look at the comments!! ***unedited and p bad read at ur own discretion