Twisted and disturbing thoughts that run through my head. Enjoy!

It's basically what the title says... I write to vent, so don't expect it all to make perfect sense.

My thoughts in poems. I'm not suicidal or even truly unhappy. I'm just confused and lost and I hope someone out there understands. These are the everyday thoughts I have that float around in my mind. This is my life, in poems. I like my poems and I hope you do too. Comment, vote, enjoy! New cover made by AyaPotter. Cute, hmm? Update: I was 14 as I began this book. I am now 17. My views have changed since beginning this collection and it would be much appreciated if you, reader, would keep that in mind while reading. I don't like editing after I've written and most of this has remained untouched since publication. We all change though. These are feeling in moments of passion, not utter truth, and no, not brilliance despite what I've been told. I know otherwise. Do not fall fate to the trap of these words and think everything through before accepting any of someone else's opinion even if it sounds good and true the first time reading or hearing it. I am not perfect by far and I've made mistakes. ALWAYS keep this in mind. 2020 edit: I'm going on 22 now, and honestly I wish I had the spunk of when I was 17. Hot damn. Also I'm transgender and at the time of writing this, I hadn't come out or even found out that was possible so there's a lot of misgendering of myself that I'm editing. I don't edit usually but I'm sick of people calling me she in the comments. They or he please. 2022: they/them only now please. He/him pronouns are pissing me off lately.

Both parents are alcoholics her father rapes her and her mother doesn't care high school isn't any better she's always teased there and if she ever tells her boyfriend will he help her seek revenge, will he turn against her just like the rest did or will the tables be turned?

This is the sequel to the book 'Depression Poems and Quotes'! *ONLY READ IF YOU  HAVE DEPRESSION, YOU SELF HARM, ARE SUICIDAL, ETC. OR IF YOU'VE HAD EXPERIENCE WITH IT* I wrote all of the poems and rants unless said otherwise! But the quotes are found on the internet! *Warning, this book isn't intended on helping fellow depressed people become happy. Its not uplifting poems, quotes, and rants. But that doesn't mean you won't find them helpful and or useful!* I hope you enjoy:)