"The fuck? Girl it's 2020 why hate?" "I know what year it is, I have my own calendar" I replied but she just gave me an eye roll. "Just...I just don't like that look of it, I don't know... I don't understand." I said, my voice barely a whisper. "Hmm..." She placed her hand on her chin and tapped her lips, "try and kiss me then?" "What?? I just said I don't like the look of two girls together, why would I kiss you?" I backed away a little. "Oh yeah- what about a hug instead?" she asked. "I don't like physical contact." "Please?" "No." "It's just one second!!" "A no is a no." She pouted and stomped her feet and I'm lying if I said she didn't looked cute. "fine. One second." I said, keeping my annoyed façade. "So... You say yes to my Hug?" I rolled my eyes, my lips failing to hide a smile. "I say yes to the hug." ----------------------------- Highest Ranking #1 in Girls (10/29/2020) #1 in gxg (7/31/2022) #1 in highschool (7/31/2022) #1 in girls (8/22/2022) #1 in slow burn (2/17/2023)

"Do you want me?" "No" "Are you sure?" "No"

(Completed Jenlisa) You're tuned to Dawn FM; The middle of nowhere on your dial, so sit back and unpack. You may be here a while. Now that all future plans have been postponed and it's time to look back on the things you thought you owned. Do you remember them well? Were you high or just stoned? And how many grudges did you take to your grave? When you weren't liked or followed, how did you behave? Was it often a dissonant chord you were strumming? Were you ever in tune with the song life was humming? If pain's living on when your body's long gone and your phantom regret hasn't let it go yet. You may not have died in the way that you must. All specters are haunted by their own lack of trust. When you're all out of time, there's nothing but space. No hunting, no gathering, no nations, no race. And Heaven is closer than those tears on your face. When the purple rain falls, we're all bathed in its grace Heaven's for those who let go of regret And you have to wait here when you're not all there yet. -Jim Carrey Note: This story includes sexual, dark themes, violence, and mention of alcohol. - "Am I your phantom regret?".

16 year old Lisa is in an arranged marriage that she can't seem to get out of. She has never met this other person, nor does she want to. She has told her parents multiple times that she doesn't want to marry this man that shes never met. Lisa never wanted to marry a man in the first place. She had soon lost all hope, but one day a brown beauty came into her life and something blossomed between them. This brown beauty was none other than Jennie Kim, yes, the Jennie Kim.

I have you, you have me. That's perfect already. Love is not easy thing to do. We laugh, we cry, we smile. What if after all the times we spent together suddenly vanished or popped like a bubble? What if we love each other but I'm not aware that I'm already hurting you? What if I ask you the question that will hurt you the most? What if our last day came? What will you do? Will we regret the day we met? Will we regret everything? ✍🏻 January 2019 to March 2019

You appeared out of nowhere and made me feel like I am the happiest. You made me fall, I let you.... but that was the stupidest thing I've ever done because now that I am under your spell, I can't stay away from you. I can't let you go. I'm going crazy because.... I am already married. And you are.... My mistress. April - September 2019