FORMERLY KNOWN AS 'I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO' Trigger Warning ⚠️ - This content may contain elements that are not suitable for all audiences. - ANGST [Self Harm, Suicide, Unreturned Love] - A Men Loving Men Relationship. (These topics can be considered Dead Dove: Do NOT Eat, however, they are on the much calmer side.) --- For the sake of sanity, I will be using the online names of the characters involved. If you see use of other name used, chalk it down to being old writing from a 6th grader on their school laptop at 2 in the morning. ^ ( That means it's being revamped. ) --- Juicy, now finding out about his own feelings for his friend and coworker, felt a burning sadness at the loss of deeper connection. This lead to a downward spiral in Juicy's mental health, causing an overarching depression to form over his head like a personalized storm cloud. With none of his friends knowing about any feelings going on in his mind, he continued being the goofball onscreen. (OLD DESCRIPTION) Juicy gets depression because Eddie doesn't make videos with him anymore. All Eddie does is Talk to Gabriela (aka gabby). Mully and Josh are visiting from Australia in this story. Narrator went on a vacation Swagger. But of course Juicy is good at hiding things. So none of the boys know about Juicy's depression. No one except Reekid. Reekid found out when his was at Juicy's house doing a vlog. So will Eddie and the others find out or, will Juicy keep it a secret? ALSO!!! Reekid has anxiety. This sheet is sad. !!TW!! CONTAINS: -Angst -sadness -gayness -self harm You have been warned!

It's New Years and the boys are spending it together. Josh and Mully have each other to kiss. Grant has his girlfriend to kiss. But what about Eddie and Gaege? They're both single and have no one to kiss.

Hhhhhhhhh, thanks for reading, you can recommend a ship if u would like. Bye, Angels, Demons, and Fallen Angels!! ~Yours truly, Abezethibou Matsuknaki/Pendejo_Sunrise~

Gaege works the streets. He gets paid to sleep with guys. Then he meets Eddie. Eddie is fed up of being a virgin. His friends tease him about it, and girls just laugh at him. So Gaege takes it upon himself to help Eddie.

Eddie develops a crush on Grant because of how close they are, but Grant pays more attention to someone else...

This is my first fanfic plz bear with me There is: Smut, and cussing (LOTS OF IT)

*COMPLETED*You see the same color for as your soulmate in this world. Until you meet them. Then you can see all the colors. Except for Gaege. He was born being able to see all the colors of the world. The kids at school were always mean to him. Over the years, he's developed a bit of depression, knowing that he's different and everyone knows it. Until he isn't.

Gaege is someone who sleeps around. He doesn't like to spend the nights alone and doesn't like staying with the same person. That all changes when he meets Eddie one night at a bar. Read to find out more! *COMPLETED*

So this story will contain, lots of depressings things, and abusive things. So you've been warned! I still hope you enjoy

Gaege loves Eddie, more then friends. When Eddie gets dumped by Gabby, Gaege was the only one there for him. Yeah, the boys were making him happy, but not like Gaege did. After hanging out with him a lot, Eddie came to realize his feelings for him. credits to my cousin for the cover <3 TW! suicide/suicide attempts. cutting.