Dear you, You make me smile and I miss you. Why aren't you here? No one asked you to disappear. I still remember the last thing you said to me, "no smoking without me." Sincerely, me. © citylivhts

••• This is a story about a girl. A girl who lied all too well. One who was bored, pretty, and sad. A girl who mastered the art of pretending. Pretending since she was a little girl. The problem with playing pretend is that it gets boring. As a kid, you love it. But as you grow older, you grow tired of it. Not only that, you start to doubt what's pretend and what's not. What's worse than a girl who lies all the time to others? A girl who lies to herself even more. Blair Knight, the queen of pretending to be something she's not. She's tired of pretending to be the perfect girl, she's tired of pretending she's fine with her boring life. She wants to escape it. And he helps her escape it. The boy. The school's most loved. The one who can see past the mask Blair keeps up. The one who is deeply in love with a girl. A girl who's love was toxic but strong, always pulling him back in. This girl isn't Blair. Blair wakes up with a feeling. A feeling that sparks ideas in her head. She wants a life of excitement, a life of regrets. And thanks to Grayson, she gets one. But someone should of reminded Blair of the warning. Be careful what you wish for. Because Blair gets more regrets than she's bargain for. She started off hating Grayson. But you know what they say, there's a fine line between love and hate. And Blair? She likes to dances on it. •••

••• Sequel To: The Art Of Pretending ••• Blair did the unthinkable. She fell in love. And the sad thing is, not everyone's love story ends with a happy ending. For Blair, that was the case. But like all the hard obstacles you face in life, she got over it. Well, at least she's trying to. This is a continuation of Blair's life. Everyone heals and copes in different ways. What Blair didn't expect was for another guy to be her way. ••• Him POV. I want her, and fuck. Believe me, I know I shouldn't. But there's something about her that draws me in. But I won't do anything. I'm not a bad person for looking...right? So that's what I'll do, I'll admire her from afar. She's my guilty pleasure. Blair Knight. •••

hey guys Theses are some books i read and thought were really good(in my opinion). Most of them are completed if not it would be mentioned in the discription. Also you can find those books in my reading list,the name of the reading list would be given. P.S. if guys wanna know the ending like if its a tragedy or if the main characters will end up together or not and stuff like that just comment it down and I'll try to reply as soon as i can Have a good day...or night🙂

A girl. A boy. A dead best friends bucket list. You know the rest.

a collection of short poems/bits that make you long for real love (i'm sorry) :')

He walks me backwards, getting dangerously close to the edge of the building. "You're a suicidal maniac and you don't even know it." He looks me up and down, lowering his tone. "But I see right through you darling" - - In which a troubled girl with insomnia meets the new boy in town, who happens to struggle with the same disorder. When fate continues to bring them closer, she inevitably catches feelings; with only 3 problems standing in the way. 1, Her incredibly controlling boyfriend. 2, Her raging trust issues. And 3, the new boy's secret past, which once revealed with change her life forever and thrust her into a journey she never could have prepared for. - - - Content warning: Contains themes of depression, murder,, suicidal thoughts, sh, substance abuse, deep discussions, etc. If any of these trigger you, I don't advise reading on <3

Seize The day Meaning: make the most of the present moment. And she did. Alone? Of course not.

He couldn't sleep. She couldn't stay awake. What do these two completely different teenagers have in common? They both fell victim to the treacherous clutches of a sleep disorder. Follow the romantic story of Nathan and Grace as they learn the truth about love, self acceptance, life and ultimately, death. This is my first story so please be nice! I'm open to any constructive criticism and advice :) Highest Ranking: #1 in "mental" , "mentaldisorder" and "skateboarding" & #2 in "illness", "hospital" , "sleep" , "freementalillness" and "mentalillness" [book cover by @sweetsiilence]

"why are you here?" he whispered into the darkness. "because i can't sleep, and the darkness is more welcoming than my bed." she whispered back. "how about you?" "the stars." was his only answer, and they let the wind carry out their conversation. [lowercase intended]