This story takes place in a world where Deku has committed suicide. He leaves behind thirteen tapes explaining why he did it. Bakugo is the last one to get the tapes, what will be his reaction when he listens to them? What will he do with them afterward? This contains sensitive talk about suicide.

"Please... he cut ties with us after his father took him, we don't know anything!" "We didn't ask for excuses, we asked for answers. Now tell us what you know!" "We don't know anything!" "Can I cut them now Tomura? Pleaaasssee?" "Useless. Go ahead, they obviously aren't of any use." "N-No, please!" "Yay! Hehehe!" Slash! That was all she heard, before the blonde girl turned to her, raising her knife. |~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~| As the number one hero, life is great for Izuku Bakugo. Married to his childhood best friend Katsuki, with an adopted daughter and son, life couldn't be much better. The scars of his past are healed. At least he thought. When him and his friends rescue a civillain from an unknown group of villains, all the memories he thought he had buried start to come back. Morals are something the group has prided themselves in having, but when it comes to saving someone whose scarred you in the past... Is it really worth it?

"But why, Deku?" "I did it for you." "But what did it cost?" "My Everything." ______ Katsuki Bakugo had his fair share of tragedy in his life, but nothing could have prepared him for the loss of his childhood friend right before his eyes. Driven by the death of Izuku Midoriya by the hands of a villain, Katsuki wanted nothing more than to become a pro hero and defeat every single villain as vengeance for the weak boy's passing. Entering U.A as a lone wolf, he swore never to care about anything ever again, afraid to might lose something precious to him once more. Katsuki Bakugo had enough of his share of tragedy in his life, but nothing could have ever prepared him for what he was about to encounter in the future. ______ "K-Kacchan..?" "D-Deku....?"

⚠️⚠️ Cutting Suicide attempts Anxiety Depression Usage of illegal substances Alcohol Profanity Abuse ⚠️⚠️ A Soulmate mark. Something that gives you hope in finding the partner that fate chose for you. But is it a blessing, or a curse? At the age of 17, every teen receives a mark located on either their wrist or palm. This mark represents the person fate had chosen for them since they were born. Each and every mark is special, not one mark is like another. The design of the mark depends on both the soulmates eyes and quirk. The color is a exact replica of their soulmates eye color. And the shape and idea of the mark is dependent on their quirk. The amount of detail the mark has shows how good their mental health is. Say someone has a extremely breathtaking mark, absolutely stunning. Their soulmate is in mental agony. The more beautiful the mark, the more hurt their soulmate is. Not only will they have a mark connecting them to their soulmate, they can also feel each other's pain. Once both people turn 17, which can take years saying their could be a large age gap, they both can feel the physical pain something could inflict on them. Say one of them breaks their arm, the other wouldn't have a broken arm as well, they would simply be feeling the exact same amount of pain the other is feeling. It's a extremely scary part of having a soulmate since they would be able to feel if their soulmate is being beat but wouldn't be able to do anything about it. Izuku Midoriya is both excited for having a soulmate but also mortified to have one. The boy is abused on the daily and cuts extremely often. The idea of having someone share that pain with him haunts him every night. But it also gives him hope. Hope that someone is out there that could help him get out of the terrible cycle he has begun. Unfortunately, Izuku hits rock bottom just days before his 17th birthday, will his soulmate be able to pull him out of this vicious cycle?

{Abused!Deku x Katsuki Bakugo AU) "What do you mean?" "Look at the Bakugo is fighting. He's purposely avoiding certain parts of Midoriya's body, including his spine." "You are correct! It seems Bakugo is not intent on hurting Midoriya!" "I wouldn't say that..." ÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷ Izuku Midoriya lost his parents at a young age. When he was adopted, things took a turn for the worse. Katsuki Bakugo was, Midoriya's only friend. Of course, when he got his quirk, pride got the best of him. But when he found out, he once again became Midoriya's only friend. Getting into UA wasn't the easiest of tasks, but life is about to get even harder for these two friends. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ Includes dark/mature topics such as child abuse, depression, anxiety, extreme bullying, mentions of suicide, and LOTS of swearing

Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, cringy POV first person writing, delicate topics handled like luggage at an airport - the basics of fanfiction it's bakudeku-

let's see how guilty I can make Bakugo :3 My stories have a info chapter so if you want more info just read the first This is not some story with a happy ending. It's also short as I did this for an experiment to see what I can do to literally guilt bakugo past the usual amount.. If you think my other stories are dark then you shouldn't read this... So expect Suicide Cutting Bullying I don't like writing abuse so maybe not. #LoveINKO

Izuku Midoriya felt alone. He had been bullied by his childhood friend, Katsuki, for years and he was finally at his breaking point. WARNING: SELF HARM, SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, STRONG LANGUAGE please stop reading this stupid fucking book. i wrote it two years ago and the shame still lingers with me every single day. although i am wallowed in humiliation i cannot bring myself to delete or private this (dare i say) "book" because, for some reason, it still gets comments and votes most days of the week. i cringe every time i see a notification for this monstrosity that i created. please for the love of god stop reading this fucking book before my soul dies out of pure embarrassment. this wouldn't be half as humiliating if it wasn't for the grammatical error in the stupid fucking cover. for christs sake spare my dignity. i cannot take this any longer. thanks.

WARNING SUICIDE, CUTTING, AND OTHERS Izuku hates himself... He hates his weak body.... His stupid hair... His inability to speak with out a stutter... will anyone be able to save him from his self or will they let him die? READ TO FIND OUT

CONTAINS SOME TODOBAKUDEKU. Deku is in a mission with some of his classmates to capture a villain. He is suddenly hit by a quirk that can mess up one's emotional state. (I succ at writing) THIS BOOK CONTAINS TRIGGERS LIKE CUTTING, DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ETC. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.