(Warning! This is fucking shit!) This is my first story so sorry if it's a bit crappy. I love the ending and I tried to make the end bit emotional I hope I succeeded. It's a bit random. But enjoy!

Drugs and drinking can really fuck you up. Billie Joe learns that the hard way when one night, he takes it too far and he lands himself in hospital. Will his friends be able to help him before it's too late? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (This is set in the present day just to let you guys know. And I guess you could say that going to rehab did nothing for Billie... which obviously isn't true but y'know... it's just a fanfic.) ***[[THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE THEMES, SUCH AS DRUG AND ALCOHOL ABUSE, SWEARING AND SELF HARM. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK]]***

The members of Green Day were used to going out, getting drunk, and forgetting their names. Infact, it was a common night for Mike Dirnt, Billie Joe Armstrong and Tré Cool. But one thing they weren't used to was Billie Joe being gone. He's not dead... but he has disappeared...

Hiraeth. yearning, for a home that you cannot return to, no longer exists, or maybe never was. It can also include grief or sadness for who or what you have lost, losses which make your "home" not the same as the one you remember.

Tre and Mike both had feelings for each other but neither of them knew it they where both unsure if they should tell one or the other and the love was starting to slowly get to the both of them

Mike is used to the shitty life with his hardcore drug addict dad, bullied little brother Jason and his very own addictions. Everything seems to get fucked, when memories and troubles come back from the past. Needing to live inside the chaos, nothing seems clear. Until Chester moves from Arizona to the same street as Mike and agrees to be friends with benefits, things start to change. But who said in a good way? ((bennoda fanfiction. depressive. triggering. some violence. lot of drug use.))

Hey kids, wanna smoke some crack? Down to read some torture, heartbreak (in stereo), and a very stange situation? ARE YOU DEAD INSIDE? DO YOU CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT? In a world far, far, away, where Dr. Death Defying is ruling heaven with Bill Wurtz at his side and Jamia & Emo Castiel working for him, Emerson Barrett rolls swampy joints and invites you to sit down and stay a while. "There's a little story I like to tell about this little boy who came from hell." TRIGGER WARNINGS -alcohol/drug use -swearing -torture -character death -rape -kidnap -ghost rape -aids -shrek -shooting up ballets Kidnapper Shrek!!!, Gerard x Billie, Lewis x Clark, messed up Frerard, Baby Lorne, Exterminator Vampire Korse, DESTIEL!!!.... the list goes on. This should be illegal Are you ready? No? Good. It's all ogre now.

Billie Joe and Mike are good friends. They're always there for each other through thick and thin. Billie has trouble in his life, and Mike is always there to help him. Billie knows he'll be there.

Billie Joe is a troubled teen, hating himself and the world. He's in his second year of college and already has the nickname The Kid Who Doesn't Talk. He doesn't have a lot of friends. He only has Mike and he doesn't even talk to him. A new kid called Tré joins the school and Billie is forced to show him around and sit with him in lessons. At first he doesn't want anything to do with him and that makes him hate the world even more. Will Tré change the way he thinks of everything?

set after 21st century breakdown but before the trilogy release. alternate reality obviously. (Trillie) (no adrienne, jakob, joey, or sara) depressing undertones. self harm ----if i owned Green Day i wouldn't be in this wasteland town spending my time writing fan fiction about them