"you okay?" "no." - hi lovelies!! this ending is not what i wanted from the beginning but i've been working on this story off and on for a few years and i've just decided to let it go. i do hope that you enjoy what i have written though. i apologize it's not the best but i get fairly busy. -2019 <33 -As always, love Espinosa © -gibberish 2015 [RANKINGS] #287 in Love Wins #748 in Lashton #566 in Mental Disorder (July 12th 2018)

ca·thar·sis: (n) the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions. A boy with a sign that offers five dollars for a stranger's story, falls in love with a boy who tells him his story on a New York City sidewalk on a rainy evening in October. MAY BE TRIGGERING-MESSAGE FOR DETAILS

"So, you know me...but I don't know you?" "Pretty much." Luke is Ashton's guardian angel, and Ashton doesn't think he deserves being saved.

Ashton Irwin is a hot and famous celebrity that all the people love, look up to, or despise. He's cocky, selfish, and always puts himself before others. Despite his personality, he's pretty much wanted by everyone in the world. But when things escalate to the point that Ashton nearly gets kidnapped, his manager assigns a boy named Luke Hemmings to become Ashton's personal bodyguard, much to the star's reluctance and annoyance. Now Luke follows Ashton wherever he goes to make sure he's safe from any danger, but Ashton is determined to get rid of his bodyguard as soon as possible. WARNING: Grammar Errors, Smut Other pairing(s): Malum Cover: lukesflxwercrown Dom!Luke © 2014 iCheeseYou

i'll tell you who this new guy, ashtin arwin looks like exactly, my future husband. *lowercase intended*

In a world where soulmates are the norm and being connected means sharing their partner's deepest emotions, Luke Hemmings knows his soulmate has suffered more than most. Ashton Irwin had dreamed about meeting his soulmate all his life, constantly reveled in his mother's tales of the first encounter. "There's nothing quite like that moment you look into their eyes, Ash. That's the moment you know they're yours and you're theirs." Ashton, however, loses all hope of meeting his soulmate after losing his eyesight in an accident that left him damaged in more ways than one. *** Top!Luke Bottom!Ashton Side pairings: Malum, Larry (minor) COMPLETE

⤷ love is fatal, won't you give it a chance? [completed] → content warning: blood death alcoholism depression

17Black: a gay strip club in London known for hot strip teases, a talented dj, and matchmaking? Harry is moving to London as a new addition to 17Black - new penthouse, hot job, amazing pay - sounds great. Sure it is a clear violation of Harry's sexuality, but it's not gay unless you make it gay, right? Plus it's only for a month anyway. And of course, time flies when you meet a cute bloke named Louis. Who knows? A lot can happen in a month.

Detention is supposed to be a punishment, but for Louis and Harry, it's the start of something beautiful. Unfortunately, what starts off as a harmless love affair quickly takes a turn for the worse. Through all the stereotypes, judgments, family issues, and demons from the past, Louis and Harry struggle to stay strong. What happens in detention, stays in detention. [NOTE: I began writing this book in 2011 when I was 13 years old. There are many grammatical errors, cringe-worthy moments, and plot inconsistencies. Obviously, my writing has improved immensely since 2011, so please feel free to check out any of my more recent works instead. This book is not representative of my present-day writing abilities. I would prefer to delete this entirely (and its sequel), but there have been many readers who have expressed their love and appreciation for this book despite its flaws. Regardless, thank you all for your support with the Detention series over the past few years. I love and appreciate each and every one of you.]