How does it feel when all you think about is losing weight? [ a jikook fanfiction ] started - 17.04.17 finished - 20.09.18 trigger warnings : mentions of self harm, insecurities, eating disorders, suicide attempt etc. please do not read if these subjects will trigger you. take care of your mental health, it's so important.

Emily Wilson. Only four years old, with eyes bluer than the sky, that shined bright with life and happiness, and hair yellower than the sun. She had it all; A family with two loving parents, and a beautiful home. She baked cookies with her parents, went to parks, watched movies; it was heaven on earth for four, short years. Then came the accident. Her mother was driving to pick her up from daycare, when a semi truck crashed head on with her mom's small van. Instantly, her mother was killed, and that was when her life changed forever. Her father turned to drugs and alcohol, he blamed Emily for the death of his wife. Night after night he'd come home drunk and heartbroken, and would take his anger out on his small daughter. Tears. Pain. Fear. Grief. That's all Emily knew for two straight years.