"But before you know it, here I am again, fucking 2 o'clock in the morning, standing in a bar with a drink in my hand..." "How low can you go before you can't turn around?" One part story about Graham Coxon and Damon Albarn in the 90s when Damon was doing heroin and Graham was drinking a lot.

Damon and Graham are chillin after a gig, but Damon can't stop thinking about a drunken kiss he and Graham shared the night before...makeouts ensue. Takes place during the Parklife era.

Graham's name tastes like temporary, strawberry milkshakes and lime chewing gum and a vinyl player borrowed and never returned. Damon is all too familiar with pretty boys and porcelain skin, and green bruises under neon lights. Jamie plays video games like painkillers and lives vicariously through people in A&E. !!TRIGGER WARNINGS!! -drug use -alcohol use -homophobic language (this is teenage boys in the eighties dont expect it to be all happy n shit) -ANGST -self harm (graphic with a tw at the start of the chapter) !!also!! this wont be completed for a long time but im updating quite often and if i dont update for ages please come and kick me in the shins or drop me a message or something if anyone even follows me anymore wow its been a long time since i was active here