"hoping this cold blue water scrubs me clean and spits me out again" This fic isn't mine! It was written by phantasmagoria (whiteteethteen) on AO3!

✓ (TRIGGER WARNING: Contains self harm, attempt in suicide, suicidal thoughts, ect.) Harry and Louis. Larry Stylinson. They were the ship of dreams. Until they came out to their management. Desperate to keep the love between the boys a secret they found Eleanor Calder. An old friend of Harry's to be Louis' fake girlfriend; Larry's beard. But when Louis makes the mistake of falling for her, he breaks Harry's heart in the process. And what happens when Harry Styles can't take it anymore and snaps. Will Louis ever get to fix his mistake or is their love doomed? And throw in Nick Grimshaw and Zayn Malik.. Who knows what could happen.

99 days since you've left. 99 letters sent to you from a far. Such a long time feels as much as a century. Keep fighting, my love. Keep fighting, and I'll be here waiting. {1940} Started: 2/2/19. Completed: 12/7/19. Cover by: @wafflesxberries (CC)