"God your eyes are so beautiful it actually hurts me to look at them because I know at some point I will have to look away," she snaps her attention over to me, which is when I realise I just said that out loud. *TRIGGER WARNING* - anxiety attacks Reached #1 - dontsmileatme #1 - wwafawdwg #5 - Bil #2 - mamas #5 - finneas #33 - artist #83 - art It started out as a normal anxiety-filled day, but little did you know it would have changed your life. When an artist bumps into a world-famous singer and gets asked to help in the production of a new music video, of course, she agrees. But little does she know love is also blooming

SEQUEL OF: TALK TO ME Avril thought silence would keep her safe. But after Billie made her speak again, everything turned out to be different. But she still carries one secret, hidden behind the walls she only pretended to break down- the name of the boy who broke her, the truth that could send Billie spiraling into uncontrollable rage. But Billie isn't just the fearless girl who made Avril speak again. She's still the leader of a gang, caught between violence, loyalty, and a dangerous world that could swallow them both. As secrets tighten around them, Avril and Billie are forced to fight for their love, their survival, and a future that seems impossible. Because once the truth comes out... nothing will ever be the same --- Trigger Warning ⚠️: smut, abuse, violence, r4pe

(New chapters soon!) When a chance meeting at a Billie Eilish concert leads to an unexpected connection, things quickly get real between the fan and the star. As they grow closer, Billie opens up about the tough side of fame and depression, while the reader shares their own secrets. Together, they face the highs and lows of life in the spotlight, learning that even the brightest stars have their struggles. Love, fame, and the messy reality of being close to someone like Billie Eilish collide in this unforgettable journey. Contains Fluff, Smut, Romance, Depression, Suicide and Angst. (Hey everyone! This is my first story! If you like it, please let me know by voting and leaving a comment-your feedback means everything to me. I'm a fan of writing detailed, long stories that feel like a movie, so be prepared for a bit of a longer read, but I promise it's worth it! I'm planning to write more, so if you want to see where this story goes, don't forget to follow! Thanks so much for reading!)

This is book three of the My Girl series - "Are we sure this is a good idea? What if it's not? I don't want to lose you again," she says. I can see the fear and concern in her eyes. I pull her closer to me, and she rests her head on my chest, sinking into my arms. "You're not going to lose me again. I'm not going anywhere. I'm going to stay right here. I promise," I reassure her. She tightly wraps her around me, making sure I stay close. "Are you sure?" She mumbles into my neck. I smile and run my fingers through her hair. "Yes, I'm sure," I tell her. I really hope I'm not lying. I hope it can work out this time. - Will have smut, drugs and alcohol, and assault warnings. Includes foul and suggestive language. - This story is set within a few years in the future and is mostly in Billie's POV - Started: 10/03/2024 Finished: 10/24/2024 - Book One: My Favorite Girl Book Two: My Unrecognizable Girl Book Three: My Sentimental Girl Book Four: My Unforgettable Girl

None of it was real. Yet I spent a year looking for clues. Who, what, when, where, and why? Who made her this way? What does she know that I don't? When did she change? Where did she go? Why did I crave her? Her time, her touch, her secrets, her pain, her beauty. It was all such a fascinating lie. A mercurial high. A question only answered with nothing but time. But god.. the greatest mystery of all? was her love. -GXG -ROMANCE -MYSTERY - THRILLER

"You've never listened to my music before? What the fuck, how?" Billie asked confused. "As I said, I just never got a chance to listen to it I guess," I replied sheepishly chuckling, rubbing the back of my neck nervously. "Well, that changes today," Billie said surprised but excited. She got up from the couch anxiously and grabbed my hand, causing me to get up from the couch and follow her, still hand in hand. ~~~ Can a Celebrity/Singer-Songwriter really fall in love with a roadie? Can somebody really fall in love with a nobody? ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so. ~~~ Rankings: #1 on #roadie ; 10/26/20 #1 on #patrickoconnell ; 12/25/20 #1 on #maggiebaird ; 12/28/20 #1 on #messages ; 12/30/20 #1 on #touring ; 6/15/21 #1 on #finneas ; 7/10/22 #3 on #tour ; 4/1/22 #3 on #billie ; 12/02/23 #5 on #singer-songwriter ; 12/21/20 #7 on #billieeilish ; 12/21/20 #7 on #messaging ; 12/30/20

𝒮he's the headlights I'm the deer. billie eilish 𝔁 fem!oc set in 2024 - 2025 #1 billieeilish #3 enemiestolovers

Isabella was drowning in pain, stuck in a cycle she couldn't escape. Then came Billie. Beautiful, wild, unexpected. One night changed everything. But some scars run too deep... And saving each other might destroy them both. Achievements 🥇 #billieeilishsmut 🥇 #billie 🥇 #lesbian 🥇 #hmhas 🥇 #freaky 🥇 #pushandpull 🥇 #losangeles 🥈 #billieeilishfanfic 🥈 #billieeilish 🥈 #girls 5 #billiesmut

it's her. it has and always will be her. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 9/1/2021 ended: 10/13/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #3 in #billie 9/22/2021

𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙪𝙡𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙖; 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴 ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ "what are you doing?" "counting your freckles. i think i'm in love with number 16" - "you're staring again" "can you blame me? look at you" - "what are you thinking about?" "how lucky i am." "lucky? to be stuck with me?" "no. to be loved by you." - "can we stay like this forever?" "forever is a long time" "that's why i asked" ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ 🥇#1 in lesbian 🥇#1 in imagines 🥈#2 in eilish 🏅#4 in girlfriend