Trust Issues. Iyan ang problema ko kaya natatakot akong pumasok sa isang relasyon. Nakita ko kung paano nasaktan si Mama at ang nagiisa kong kaibigan. Saksi ako kung paano nakasira sa isang tao ang pagmamahal. Kaya naman, tinatak ko sa isipan ko na hinding-hindi ako magtitiwala sa mga lalaki. But everything changed, King, when you showed me your smile... your smile that can lighten up my dark day. A smile of assurance. -C Date Started: September 19, 2020 Date Ended: January 3, 2021 Related Story: #1 I Love You, Engineer #2 The Song's Memory

What the mind forgets; the heart remembers. You're always there to lift me up. I don't have a friend, everyone hates me, but you chose to be with me. Kaya hindi ko makakalimutan kung paano mo binago ang buhay ko. Nagpapasalamat ako dahil dumating ka sa buhay ko. Ang tahimik kong mundo, nagkaroon ng magandang musika. Nasanay ako na nandiyan ka sa tabi ko kaya sobra akong nalungkot nung sinabi mong aalis ka para sa iyong pangarap. Pero anong magagawa ko? Pangarap mo 'yan, eh. Before me, you have your dreams. So, chase your dream first. I will always be here... waiting for you. Siguro makukuntento na lang muna ako ngayon sa mga masasayang alaala natin. Sa ngayon, makikinig na lang muna ako sa musika nang mag-isa. I will wait for you until you hear me playing piano again. Nandito lang ako, Kai. -K. Date Started: June 29, 2020 Date Ended: September 5, 2020 Related story: #1: I Love You, Engineer

There will come a time when sadness hits you so hard. Sometimes, I feel like I want to apologize for being only like this. At the same time, I am sad about not appreciating and loving myself more. How I wish I am kinder to myself. How I wish I can appreciate myself more. Sino lang ba naman kasi ako? Ako lang naman kasi 'to-a just nobody to someone. Why is it so hard to reach you? I am just a mere mediocre student who is always struggling with my acads, and you are always on top. We're totally opposite and different. You are everything... I am nothing. I hope the next time I'll see you again, I am better. Keep soaring high, my engineer. Even though in your eyes I am just a nobody... you became my greatest motivation to be better, to be me, and to appreciate me. I will keep on whispering to winds wishing you would hear this; I love you, my engineer. -G Date Started: May 9, 2020 Date Ended: June 29, 2020