stay gold my children

"You. You're the one that saved my life." suicide hotline © all rights reserved australiahns 2015 / 2016

[Ashton Irwin]~Nerd, quiet, shy. His only friend is Michael, Michael Clifford. Ashton isn't exactly the most 'popular' student at school, which is why he gets picked on and bullied quite a lot. [Luke Hemmings]~Popular, confident, hot, outgoing. Luke is the most 'popular' boy at school. All the boys wanna be his mate, and all the girls wanna date him. He also has a girlfriend called Skylar. TRIGGER WARNING: SELF-HARM, POSSIBLY EATING DISORDERS AND MAYBE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ACTIONS. No smut - I'm sorry.

✘ [first book in the series.] the one where cute and innocent vic fuentes follows the advice of his best friend jenna, and writes a love note to the gregarious, pretty faced moron, kellin quinn. ❝i placed my ice cream tub back on the table, before curling up into a ball on top of one of my fluffy, monumental pillows. i hugged it, like my life depended on it, my chest heaving in sobs, all because of one boy.❞ © tesfuen ✧ fuentabulous

❝Is it true that you love me, I dare you to kiss me, with everyone watching.❞

In a place, where Michael isn't himself, and Calum is just like everybody else. The two boys have their lives shared, and maybe it isn't all to bad. One can only hope though. - malum mpreg : calum tops -

[ONGOING] in which Zayn suffers from the paranoia of an eating disorder, and Liam is unsure of what he wants. {CONTENT MAY TRIGGER} © All Rights Reserved

Ashton has never been the happiest and has never thought highly of himself, but soon he learns being famous, while it can be great at times, has its down sides. He gets tremendous amounts of hate on a daily basis which certainly doesn't help his self-confidence. He finds himself with an eating disorder. All of this piled on top of having a crush on his friend and bandmate, Calum, whom he is convinced will never love him back. Will it be too much for Ashton? ***Trigger warning: depression, self harm, eating disorder***