| NOT A MARRIAGE STORY | Never thought I'd see him again. Not after that day at the mall, when I was just a scared little girl, watching everything unravel-watching him lose everything in the blink of an eye. He was 16, unlike me, but so much older. So much stronger in the way he handled the horror, like he was already prepared for the worst. His eyes... they were full of pain, but also a strange kind of resilience. I've thought about him every day since that moment, even though I tried so hard not to. I don't know why, but when I saw him again, as Ridham Kohli-the CEO, the untouchable man-I felt something inside me snap. All the walls I built around myself for years... crumbled. It wasn't just the way he looked, successful and confident. It was his eyes. The same eyes, the same depth. It was like I had known him forever, like I wasn't just seeing him for the first time after all these years, but seeing a piece of my past that never really left me. I thought I could stay away. I thought I could control this-these feelings that were rushing through me. But when he looked at me the way he did, I realized I had no control at all. And then... then I ran. I ran because that old fear, the same fear from that day in the mall, crept up on me. The threats-they were real. I couldn't drag him into this. I couldn't let him get hurt because of me. But the truth is... I don't know how long I can keep running. I don't know how long I can live with this guilt, this pain... this longing to be with him. I've already lost him once, and I don't know if I can survive losing him again. Torn into tears.

❝i don't know how to breathe anymore❞ a jikook fanfiction. ©-ohmytae

"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17

Jimin is in high school and he is constantly bullied by the popular kids in school. Little do they know the reason Jimin comes with more bruises than they left behind because his father and older brother abuses him. ¡¡¡Warning!!! This story includes Abuse Self Harm Suicide

Jimin is diagnosed with lung cancer but doesn't tell anyone. As time passes, he realizes he has no worth in the group anymore and decides that his friends happiness mattered more. Will the other members find out?

Jin is a member of an idol group called BTS and has a younger brother named Jimin who has a heart disease. When their parent go for a business trip, Jin decidea to bring Jimin to the Bangtan dorm in order to fulfill his last wish; to dance for the last time before he dies. Credits to the owner of the pictures and video I use in this fanfic?? #DNAandDimpleawards

Jimin has been compared one too many times to his stepbrothers ever since his mother remarried. He finds himself falling into a state of depression as insecurities fill his thoughts. Can his stepbrothers and their friends help him before matters turn for the worst? !!!Trigger Warning!!! Don't read if easily triggered.

Let's play a game. How long till they realize what they're doing to me. How long till they see this smile become faker and faker. Until there is nothing left for them but lítost. (Basically a Jimin Angst fic where BTS tear him apart without even realizing it until it's too late)

Jimin has always been the nerd of the school. He used to have friends. He had Namjoon, Suga,Jungkook,Jin,JHope,and V. One day they became just like the rest. What did Jimin do to them? His friends were all he had and now they despise him more than anybody. Maybe they just realized how worthless he really was. After that was when Jimin became depressed. The bullying didn't get to him before because he had the rest of BTS. Now he had nothing and it hurt. He had no one . No matter how much he cried or how many times he tried to tell someone , anyone no one listened. No one cared.Why did they leave him? What happens when BTS sees their old friend try to jump off a bridge? When they see Jimin try to end it? Will they lose Jimin? Or will they try to pick up the pieces of Jimin they shattered? #10 in fan fiction 8/24/16 Warnings: mentions of self harm, starvation,depression, suicide ATTEMPT. Do not read if you have been through this and are worried it will cause traumatic memories I would hate to cause anyone pain Thank you @Yoonmin_swaeg for the wonderful cover ❤️

*Rebooted from the original* Jimin has always struggled with self-love. The only difference was that before he was left alone he had other people to love him, other friends he could make happy. If everyone around him loved him, why would he need to love himself? But then it changed, his friends became the very reason he hated himself. They taunted him, physically and verbally assaulted him every day, and made him terrified to leave his house for school anymore. The only question is, why? Why did they become another group of his bullies? In the beginning Jimin swore there was a reasonable answer. But over time Jimin's mind became tainted by their words and the only thing he could do was blame himself for how they treated him. His lack of self-love quickly turn into self-hatred. His hate-filled thoughts plagued him every day. They crept into his mind at the worst times and made him want to do evil things. They wanted him to hurt himself, they wanted him to kill himself, and they wanted him to punish himself. Who can save him from this disease that taints his mind so much, and will they be enough to spare him from an early demise? Update 1/15/21: Fic is currently on hold. Not discontinued but I don't plan on updating anytime in the near future. Warnings: bullying, self harm, starvation,depression, and suicide ATTEMPTS. Do not read if you have been through this. Also a schizophrenic character, mentions of domestic abuse, etc. Thank you @yoonmin_swaeg for the wonderful cover ❤️