Seventeen-year-old Y/N Parker lives in silence and fear, blamed by her abusive father for her mother's death. Everything changes when she meets Josh-the bold new guy at school and son of Taylor Swift. Josh offers friendship. Taylor offers safety. But comfort turns into longing, and Y/N finds herself caught between a boy who sees her... And the woman who makes her feel alive. Some love is healing. Some love is forbidden. And some-can ruin everything. TW: Sexual Assault, Abuse, Rape, Smut, Swearing, Age Gap. (Female Reader x Taylor Swift)

[Sequel to Clean - you need to read that one first] "Five years together. Five years apart. And still, you carry her voice with you. Still, when it's late and you're too drunk or too lonely or too honest, you hear her say your name the way she did when it was the only thing in the world that mattered to her. Selling the apartment won't fix you. It won't make her disappear. It won't erase the way she made you feel, the way she laughed, or the way you fucked it all up. You'll carry every inch of this place inside you-every memory, every fight, every night spent tangled up in sheets, in each other, thinking you had all the time in the world. But you tell yourself it might help, that maybe one day, the memories will fade-from this scarlet maroon, to quote yourself. That maybe if you leave this place behind, you'll finally stop searching for her in every city, every stranger, every quiet moment you don't know how to fill." This story starts 10 years after the ending of Clean. Taylor thought she and Karlie would have forever together. She was wrong. Five years later, she's still writing Karlie into every lyric, still mourning what they had, not even pretending to move on. Then one night at a fundraising dinner, there's Karlie across the room, radiant beside her husband. They don't speak. Can barely look at each other. But Taylor feels that familiar pull, that dangerous flutter of possibility, and she knows-knows-she's about to make a catastrophic mistake to kill whatever part of her still belongs to Karlie. What she can't imagine is just how catastrophic that mistake will turn out to be. And how it will change her life forever. CONTENT WARNING: throughout the story, there will be moments with vomiting, blood, self-harm, alcohol abuse, mentions of past drug use, mental health issues, pregnancy, abortion. I will try to remember to include the warnings in the chapters, I promise.

"If there's another life...promise me you'll find me again." "I will, I promise. I'll find you in every one." "Then I'll be waiting until we meet again..." --------- To the world, they've become strangers a long time ago - two lives moving parallel, untouched, unmentioned. Two names never said in the same breath anymore. But for eleven years, Taylor and Karlie have loved each other in the quiet, between the noise. In the breath between flashbulbs. In every version of the truth they're not allowed to speak. They hold it together with half-smiles, with practiced distance, with names that don't belong to them. Until the fault lines give way - too much pretending, too much pressure, and then, everything snaps. It isn't quiet, not really. It's cruel. Words meant to hurt, a choice made too late, silence that follows like a storm. They walk away...or try to. But forgetting doesn't come and grief settles where memory won't go, and still, something in them waits. And then news come - the kind that changes the air in a room. They don't know what they're returning to, only that they do. With time folding in on itself and nothing left between them but what never healed, they reach across the distance, not to reclaim what was lost, but to be there while it fades...

Gabriela Tavares didn't come to Hollywood to fall in love. She came to work hard, bake too many cinnamon rolls, and prove that she could stay soft in an industry that wants everything sharp. Her career is rising fast, even if her new PR team is determined to turn her into someone she's not. Still, she smiles. She adapts. She keeps her heart exactly where it's always been: hidden. Taylor Swift knows exactly how to play the part. Global icon, perfect hair, one-liners ready for the cameras. But underneath it all, she's lonely, overexposed, and way too good at pretending not to feel anything at all. Especially when it comes to someone like Gabriela. They meet once. It's brief. Forgettable. Except neither of them does. In a world full of noise and fake stories, what they find is real. No cameras. No scripts. Just two people who can't pretend anymore. The world might not believe it. But they do. --- As always, this story contains topic that some people may not be comfortable with. I won't give trigger warnings throughout the book, so please stop reading if you ever feel uncomfortable. Some of the topics mentioned throughout the story (in no particular order): -profanity -explicit content -disordered eating -homophobia -annoying ass men --- Please do not translate this or use any of my characters or writing without permission! -- 🥇in #swift 🥇 in #taylorswift 🥇 in #swiftie

"You're staring at her," my friend sighs. "I'm not," I reply. "Simply just gazed over in a direction and she was there." "Then why was that look on your face?" "What?" I ask. "What look?" "You look a certain way when you see her," she informs. "You look at her and it's like you are staring at some sort of galaxy." "And?" "You love galaxies." ---- In which Taylor Swift, months before the biggest tour of her career, disappears not for rest, but for something more intimate: silence, slowness, and a borrowed kind of anonymity. She takes a position at a small university under conditions wrapped in non-disclosure and sealed lips, trading stadiums for seminar rooms and lecture halls, and the spotlight for the sound of her own thoughts, uninterrupted. She comes to teach, to disappear without vanishing. To slip between the chapters of someone else's life without rewriting her own. Vivienne Langford is already a name on campus-well-liked, well-feared, and rarely understood. She moves like someone who knows every eye is already on her, speaks with a kind of careless precision that leaves people listening long after she's gone. Confident. Mouthy. Brilliant without ever begging to be noticed. There are rumors, of course. Girls like her always collect them. Taylor tells herself it's nothing. That she's in control. That this semester is about literature, not longing. But pages turn. Eyes linger. And Vivienne begins to feel less like a student and more like the story Taylor can't stop reading. Boundaries blur, silence speaks louder than names, and the line between desire and danger becomes paper-thin.

Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce go way back... sort of. They were opposites in school, the jock and the quiet girl, they had no reason to interact. So, they didn't. But Travis Kelce was, and still is, infatuated with Taylor Swift. And Taylor Swift was, and still is, completely unaware of Travis Kelce, though football players have always annoyed her. But what's a girl to do when casual sex is offered on a silver platter after months of abstinence? When worlds collide 16 years after Taylor dropped out and Travis went to college, connection is what they least expect. They're natural enemies, after all, a football player and a popstar. A Tayvis enemies to lovers AU! WILL CONTAIN SMUT! No Ratty Healy in this story, you're welcome!

At first, it's just admiration- watching her control a stadium full of people, falling into easy conversation. But then the lines start to blur, late night-run-ins, lingering touches, the way Taylor's gaze holds a little too long when no one can see. Gracie knows that falling for Taylor would be dangerous. Taylor is Taylor Swift, untouchable. But the way she looks at her? The way her breath hitches when Gracie gets too close. Then come the locked doors. Hushed moans. Fingertips dragging over bear skin, the rush of secrecy, knowing they shouldn't but doing it anyway. But their secret can't stay hidden forever. And when the world starts to watch, Gracie has to wonder, was it ever real?