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Cut That Always Bleeds (Depressed Izuku) -BkDk by _BiPanicAtTheDisco_
_BiPanicAtTheDisco_
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(COMPLETED) 150,000+ words (In the process of chapters being added on to and extended 10/21/25) Depressed Izuku AU. BakuDeku Story: If you don't like this ship, don't read this. He is abused by his father and neglected by his late mother. He struggles with his mental health and abusive home life before finally finding a safe haven at UA. What could go wrong? (Yes, the chapter names are all Taylor Swift songs.) There will also be other ships in the story, but they will only be talked about briefly, so they will probably be mentioned at the beginning of the chapter. Also, Kirishima is going to be mean in this story, sorry. Like, really, really mean. Toxic Kirideku, and then the end result is BakuDeku. #1 meaninko 4/12/25 #1 sadizuku 5/29/25 #1 meankirishima 7/30/25 TW - Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Child abuse, Rape, Eating disorders, Anxiety, Panic attacks, Depression, Suicidal thoughts, Drinking, Neglect, Underage drinking, Drugs, Underage use of illegal substances, Vaping, Bullying, Suicide baiting, Suicide, Attempted suicide, Pedophilia (Incest?), Murder, Smoking. TW will be given before paragraphs if they contain possible triggers, and also after paragraphs to be aware of the ending of TW. ****Edited**
Depressed Deku  A TodoDeku Story~ by averyayres
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Midoriya was in deep depression had no idea what love is since his mother Passed away his father did horrible stuff to him. Until One day...... Read the story to see what happens ☡Abused☡ ☡suicided☡
Hinata's Final Chance by Maximum4268
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One morning when Hinata is getting ready to leave for volleyball practice the worst thing he could have imagined happened. His Dad came back after being gone for 4 months. He hadn't seen him since he started high school. All Hinata wanted was a normal life with a happy family. Unfortunately, he got the opposite of that. How will Hinata Protect his mom and get out of this situation? Who will help him? Kageyama x Hinata (a/n: So I've never written smut before, so I probably won't add anything too intense, and I kind of wanted to focus more on how Kageyama and Hinata grow closer together. But who knows I might surprise myself 😉) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ This writing will touch some sensitive topics so please be aware of that before you read!!!!! - Abuse - Anxiety - Self Hate - Self Harm - Suicidal Thoughts - Suicide Attempt ⚠️ You have been warned! ⚠️ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hewo!!! This is my very first time writing something like this 🥺 I hope y'all enjoy! I also would appreciate any feedback y'all have to help me get better! Thx ☺️ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I don't own any of the art or the Haikyu!! characters, but I do own the story! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Started: September 28, 2020
Save Me ~Kenhina~ by TTCool26
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Hinata is always a ball of sunshine and loves to smiles, but what will happen when his teammates finds out what happens to him at home is worse then hell. *abuse *boysxboys *Etc.
It's all your fault... 《KageHina》《Completed》 by hdjjdiifd
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Hinata was always so bright and happy, but what if it was a lie? What if he was dealing with something no one should have to? What if the team found out?... [Thank @AliceStreeterthecat for making the description!] (Art not mine)
Your words hurt (Depressed/Suicidal Deku) by weeb_girl09
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Izuku Midoriya has been bullied by Katsuki Bakugo since they were children. Midoriya gave Bakugo the nickname Kacchan, and Bakugo gave Midoriya the nickname Deku ~ that means useless. Midoriya has finally had enough. He has been mentally and physically abused and can't take it anymore. This book takes place when they are in middle school. ⚠️Warning⚠️ - Selfharm - Abuse - Suicide - Cussing - Depression - Slight eating disorder If this causes triggers I recommend you do not read this book.
Just One More Step by Europanights
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One day, Aizawa was told that he had a week to talk about mental health. On the first day, he talks about Depression and anxiety. Izuku, has both of those and so with the activities, he talks about himself but, no-one knows. He asks if he can leave the class but, doing this he drops a note on the podium. What did the note say? What is Izuku going to do? Will there be anyone that will be able to save him before it's too late? Read to answer these questions.
Fake smile by dickysmile
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Ok this is my VERY FIRST FanFiction so don't judge might include some Rin x Bon but that's about it also i love Rin with my life! If you don't like boy x boy BITCH BYE
Blue Exorcist- Red Fate by BrokenAngelsMind
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Rin is suffering more and more everyday. He is losing everyone he loves because of his so-called 'father'. He is losing his mind piece by piece. Death after death. How much more can he handle till he goes completly insane?
Bonrin by stalker_99
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Wrote because of boredom so it might not be that good. Trigger warning!! if you are triggered easily then do not read for your own safety. Mean yukio and major OOC. Rin is depressed, he cuts and starves himself, bon finds out.