❣️🤴Mark and Ethan fell for each other but non of them have the courage to tell the other in an wierd twist of events mark learns of Ethan's eating disorders trying to help mark just worsens everything. will they find each other in the end ? And will everything be all right?❣️🤵 I will write short chapters but many so be patient.

in which mark falls in love with his best friend during a pandemic.

Ethan has been struggling to sleep, he's been keeping something from Mark. Mark wants to be there for him, but Ethan has to learn to open up first...

*Side Note: Before Mark dyed his hair back to black* Ethan moved in with Mark, along with Tyler. Everything was hilarious and normal, until On day when Tyler went out by himself. Ethan: "M-mark what are you-" Mark: "..." What could've happened???

seán is the guy. you know, the one guy that everybody gets along with, the one that nobody seems to have a problem with. the nice guy, the funny guy, the attractive guy, the smart guy, the guy who has every girl in the school (and even some of the boys) chasing after him. ethan is the new kid. and nobody ever likes the new kid. he's a soft, socially anxious, awkward boy, which makes him vulnerable to the many dickheads and bullies of the school. seán has been dating his boyfriend felix for four months and he's certain that nothing will come in between them. that is, until he's forced to show the new kid around the school.

Ethan is haunted by nightmares. Every night Blank comes for him, torturing him until the moment he wakes up. So he's living off minimal sleep and way too many cups of coffee. It isn't healthy and he knew that. But what else could he do? Mark thinks he helps when he sleeps with him but, in reality, that means Dark can join in with the torturing. It isn't fun. Ethan can't take it anymore. But Blank isn't bad. At least, he doesn't want to be. Will the torturing ever end? Or will it carry on until the day Dark kills Ethan? TW: kind of a manipulative relationship, violence and a whole damn lot of threats, a little bit of anxiety, attempted suicide and some minor self harm.

Just some preferences involving Mark, Tyler, and Ethan. As always, requests are encouraged. Enjoy!

preferences of amy, mark, kathryn, ethan, & tyler please request something !!

Just request and receive! All people in cover (including chica) are Request able! Just try to keep it as fluffy or heart warming as possible cause PMA! (Yes I am allowing Jack in too cause who doesn't want an Irish man screeching 'ocean man' through your house?) if you have a sad requests.... depends on the ending love! Okay bye remember you're never alone!!! ?

Ethan was... not at a good place, quite honestly. Because, well, it wasn't like there was any hope for him in the future. His channel was failing, he had no friends, and the experimental gap year he had taken was... not doing the best. May as well kill himself now before everything got worse (if that was even possible). But, of course, his future was bright. Ethan just didnt know that yet. And if the entity that appeared in (what was supposed to be) his final hour had any say in this, Ethan definitely wasn't going to die tonight. He just needed hope. TW for self harm, depression, and suicide, especially in the first chapter (everything's better by the end, just be warned). Please stay safe as you read this, for both of our sakes.