Love scenes how I imagine them and randomly written to reflect my obsession

"I want you in every way possible, but my deepest desire thrives in your eyes, and it's getting pretty insane in here."

Mew is trying to be careful. He learned from a mistake once, and he will never let it happen again. But it's easier said than done if you're paired with a sweet handsome younger man, Gulf. And just like that, he fell again. Only this time, he sees an opportunity, a hope for a new love. But he will not ruin it again, he promises. But this kid(Gulf) isn't cooperating at all! He will not ruin this, he will not get his heart broken again, he will not try again just because he could see a chance, perhaps a false hope like before. But maybe this time... Maybe it's real.

I am now waiting for ss2 of Tharntype to come out. But I have gotten bored and decided to write a story for you guys about Mew and Gulf. I hope you like it! There will be some 18+ moments, so first out are not comfortable reading that, then click off now. Disclaimer: this is all from my imagination. None of this is real. I made it up in my own mind, with a little inspiration from Tharntype.

Gulf Kanawut is secretly in love with Mew Suppasit for three years already. Mew Suppasit is known to be a cold-hearted guy and has rejected plenty of his admirers. Will his love stay forever secret? Or will this secret love turn into one true love?

Acting was ok, it was scripted but everything that came after had been their own volition. They say actions speak louder than words but the two should've known it was never a reliable way of communication. It was simply not enough to convey their feelings. PDA: Public Display of Affection.

In which mew and gulf were exes and two years later after the break up they find their ways onto each other but this time more rougher.