I'm a weirdo. I'm having fun in my life though. Friends came and went and I didn't really care. I was so careless until some point in my life where everything changed. My world sucked, and I was slowly becoming depressed. I didn't want to admit it in the beginning. I mean, feeling sad for a long time doesn't always mean you're depressed, but it did in my case. I didn't want to ask anybody for help. They all wouldn't care anyway, or would they? I wasn't ready to find out. It would put an end to the last threads of happiness that remained inside me. I grew further apart from people, and I had only ONE FRIEND that I barely even hung out with. The others were all horrible people. What happened in that point of my life completely changed me. It was him.. He changed me ...