"What do you mean he's dead?" I ask. "He's gone syndi." She tells me with tears streaming down her face. I dropped down to the floor with tears in my eyes. "No, not my baby!" I say loudly. "Come on you gotta get up." She tells me pulling me up from the ground. "No, no!" I say loudly. "I know baby, I know." She tells me hugging me tight while rubbing my back.

"Mama told me when it rains it'll be pouring but instead of raining it's storming, I got this chip on my shoulder forever" ~~ Judis is filled with ambitious but she's always to herself never really showing emotion growing up in a group home she never had a real family just like any other person she was searching for a way out. Follow Judis on her journey of discovering herself and many obstacles. Everyday you learn something new about yourself... everyday she found a new reason to dislike herself... self love is the best love, but self hate is the worst. Just like every other story the grass isn't greener on the other side but she will soon see the light