when harry starts at a new school for his senior year, he's determined to hide his sexuality from his classmates. then he meets his best friends, and everything changes -- for better, for worse, and for complicated. (or: two teenage boys come to terms with who they are and who they can be when they're together.) [August 2018-October 2020] word count: 65,000 words trigger warnings: bullying, minor violence, homophobic language, self harm, mentions of rape, emotional abuse, domestic neglect

"Why did you try to kill yourself?" "You told me you wanted me to be happy."

Book 2 in the CCHR Series 4 months. Harry's been clean for 4 months. No cuts, not even a thought of cutting. Louis has been his rock, just like he promised. Things have been going so well. But, it all turns around. Eleanor is now 7 months pregnant, and management is only now finding out about Louis' decision. They'll stop at nothing to tear Harry and Louis apart, even if it leads to a repeat in history. Warning: SELF-HARM

Book 1 in the CCHR Series WARNING: Self Harm--May Be Triggering Harry Styles is messed up. There's no other way to put it. He's hopelessly in love with someone he can't have. Someone who is taken. His best friend. He spends most of his waking hours thinking of him. Scratch that.. ALL his waking hours thinking of him. He just can't get him out of his head. But that isn't all. He has scars to show how much he really loves him. He keeps adding more everyday. It's unhealthy. The only one who can save him, is Louis. But he's too concentrated on loving Eleanor. So Harry has fallen into routine. Cry, Cut, Hide, Repeat. Its slowly killing him. Copyright.

In which, Harry falls into depression and self harm after his best friend, Louis, leaves him because of some things said about them.

Harry Styles lives in a flat in London with his roommates Zayn and Liam. When Louis -- a handsome and spunky magazine writer -- moves in across the hall, he quickly develops an interest in Harry. Harry is interested as well, but has some issues of his own to sort out before he can give Louis his full attention. He's been in and out of the hospital for anorexia, and Zayn and Liam are worried a wild new relationship may set him back. I didn't forget Niall. He is Louis' Irish roommate. You'll find out all about him too. Trigger warnings: eating disorders, mental health issues, self-harm Writing style: 3rd person. Giving it a whirl! Chapters: Let's see where this takes us. Aiming for 15 -- maybe 20! Best rating: #1 in #AnorexiaRecovery

After Louis finally comes out of the closet, his parents don't take it so lightly and end up kicking the blue eyed boy out of their so called "loving home". Tired and alone, Louis starts to lose all hope whatsoever, all until he spots an ad for a wanted personal assistant that changes his life in ways he could never of imagined.

❝From young, we were taught how to love but not how to stop.❞ copyright © 2015 harrystmh

"You are so, uhm . . . parfait." Harry says, blushing slightly when Louis gives him a confused look. "What?" Louis asks, glancing at Liam who has his eyebrows scrunched together and is glaring at Harry. "Perfect . . . This guy called you perfect, Lou." Liam states sternly, crossing his arms and looking at Harry. "Oh," Louis blushes a bright pink. "Merci." he thanks the green eyed boy, Harry grinning, leaning over and giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Oh hell-" Liam gets up from his seat and walks over to Louis, pulling him back and kissing his boyfriend roughly. [bottom!harry] © pleasurelouis, 2015 - 2016

It's the year 2020 and Louis gets an unexpected call informing him that one direction were reuniting in no less than a month. When the time comes, no one expected Harry to act the way he does. Or a hate to love fic where Harry and Louis reunite after the hiatus. Completed- 26th jan, 2020