i'm sorry, for hurting you. i love you, even if you don't. forgive me, for being a monster.

"you certainly do make me feel pretty." (TRIGGER WARNING - eating disorder, self-harm.)

The story of a man who abandons his wife and son to be with his mistress in a foreign country. He spends four years living a life of luxury, free from the responsibilities of his family. However, his world is turned upside down when he receives news that his son has fallen ill with a rare and life-threatening illness. The man is forced to return home to help his son and face the consequences of his actions. He must confront the pain and hurt he has caused his family and try to make amends. As he works to help his son, he begins to see the impact his absence has had on his abandoned family. Can he find a way to make things right with his family, or is it too late? As he grapples with the consequences of his actions, the man must decide whether he is willing to fight for his family and make things right. Will he follow through with his plan to divorce his wife, or will he fight to win her back and rebuild their family? ⚠️T/W: heavy angst, abuse, sexual assault, violence, misogyny, mention of blood, mental health topic. BOOK 2 ✅ BOOK 3 IS ON GOING! Highest rank: #1 in fanfiction out of 1.4M stories #2 in romance out of 2M stories Editor: Gray the Platypus PLEASE NOTE: Chapters 10-53 have NOT been edited and are in the process of being rewritten. Thanks for understanding. S&G

Y/N Han works as a daycare worker from morning till noon, she is 20 years old and live in a small apartment alone. One day, she received a new kid to take care of and unknown to her that the kid's father is actually a very dangerous mafia leader that everyone goes by RM. And when RM laid his eyes on his daughter's daycare teacher he's obsessed instantly. WARNING: DRUGS, GUNS, BLOOD, DEATH, SMUT AND VULGAR LANGUAGES Highest rank: #1 kimnamjoon #1 namjoon