"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020

Alana Spencer is an Air Force pilot from New York, built on discipline and distance. But when she meets Billie Eilish - all chaos, warmth, and intensity - her world tilts. Can you fall in love when your heart belongs to the sky, and your duty is to your country?

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[g!p] olive, a house wife with no friends, decides to join a gym. her husband doesn't seem to care, especially when he's hiding a secret life of his own, which olive has yet to discover. when she meets billie, will olive be able to escape the abuse and discover what real love feels like?

"Your favourite patients back," Billie O'Connell's home isn't a sanctuary - it's a war zone. With parents who scream more than they speak and a house that feels colder than the streets, Billie would do anything to escape. And she does - through a loophole that lands her in the hospital night after night, just for a few hours of peace and quiet. But loopholes don't stay hidden forever. Harley works on the paediatric mental health unit. She's seen kids like Billie before - but none of them have gotten under her skin quite like this. Billie is sharp, guarded, and heartbreakingly young. And when Harley breaks protocol to give her a lifeline - a phone number scribbled on a napkin - their connection deepens into something neither of them expected. As nights turn into weekends and hospital visits turn into sleepovers, Billie finds herself wanting things she never thought she'd have: a warm bath. A soft voice. A home. A hand to hold when the world gets too loud. And maybe... love. But love isn't simple - not when it's built from trauma and quiet, stolen moments. And Billie's world isn't done breaking yet. A tender, aching story of survival, found family, and the kind of love that heals from the inside out. Achieved: #1 in mentalhealthmatters

"and yes, I fucked your mom. I would say it won't happen again but it definitely will, she's actually not scared of eating my pussy and damn does she eat it good"

Everyone says high school is hell. For Riley, it started with a girl named Billie. When Riley is assigned to help the new girl at school, she doesn't expect much. Billie is quiet, strange, always scribbling in that journal she won't let anyone touch. But something about her-her sharp wit, her soft voice, her secrets-draws Riley in. As they spend time together on a class project, Riley starts to uncover the shadows Billie hides behind her silence. Nightmares. Disappearances. Cold, dead stares. Still, Riley can't walk away-not when Billie starts to trust her. Not when Riley starts to care more than she should. But everything unravels when a terrifying event exposes the truth about Billie's mental health. As reality blurs and rumors burn through the halls of their school, Riley is left with one question: If she keeps loving Billie through all of it-will she survive it herself? ••• • #2 in comeoutandplay on 8.28.25

They've never spoken. But somehow, they're always watching each other. A cheerleader. A basketball player. Strangers... with something simmering just under the surface. Everyone else is oblivious. But they feel it. And eventually, someone has to break the silence. She thought Billie hated her. She didn't realize silence could mean something else.

It started as a dare - make the golden girl fall for her. Billie never meant to catch feelings. But now she's tangled in something real, and Sabrina might be the one person she can't fake it with.

Reese is awoken by a FaceTime call in the middle of the night. She had no idea that the call would lead to her falling for a rising star named Billie Eilish. It seemed they were made for each other, everything was perfect. Well, almost everything... they had a slight problem and that was the 5,160 miles that separated them. With Reese's somewhat messy life, Billies soon to be career and the distance between them, will they be able to make it work? What's an ocean or two? BOOK 1 OF 2 A MILLION MILES the sequel is out now. Started 26/08/21 Finished 21/09/21 (Currently editing)