𝐌𝐚𝐦𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐲, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲... 𝐀 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦𝐬, 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐞.

A story of teenager Adonis, living with post traumatic stress disorder, as well as a world of other issues involving his family, his school, and his own thoughts. He eventually befriends the popular, Farrah, who at first...takes more interest in his popular older brother. All characters are 18 and older. (apparently I have to be followed for some privated chapters)

Deja has moved on with her life and has no idea that Jayceon is back and looking for her. He is set out to continue what he started but he will be shocked to know that she is not who she once was. She will remind him that he is dead, she will remind him that he had his time with his tricks, nightmares, heartbreak and lies but now it was her turn. He is a ghost and she is very much ALIVE! THIS IS A 2ND BOOK!! PLEASE READ THE 1ST!! GHOST

After Jayceon was brutally murdered in his home he vowed that he would never leave the house again. Years later Deja moves in .. and out of everyone he has came across and scared away will she be the one to stop him ? change him ? help him find the justice and peace he deserves .. or will he destroy her before she even gets the chance.

"Been about you, since I met you and imma keep it that way" You're special to me. You're the only one who I wouldn't mind losing sleep for, the only one who I can never get tired of talking to, and the only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day. You're the only one who can make me smile without trying, bring down my mood without the intention to and affect my emotions with every action of yours. I can't explain with just words how much you mean to me, but you're the only one I'm afraid of losing and the one I want to keep in my life. So, please don't leave me. ~April 18, 2021 ~July 21, 2021 Rankings: #4 in mentaldisorder 9/16/2021 #6 in highschoolsweethearts 9/16/2021 #38 in urban 9/16/2021 #14 in blacklove 9/16/2021 #5 in angerissues 9/16/2021 #12 in urbanromance 9/16/2021 #3 in bwbm 9/16/2021 #20 in contemporarylit 9/16/2021 #29 in urbanstory 9/16/2021 #2 in africanamerican 9/16/2021

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐎...𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘢𝘪𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘢 𝘪 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳... #1 𝐈𝐍 𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐍 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑 #2 𝐈𝐍 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 #3 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑 #4 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 #5.𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐀𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐓 < 𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥? 𝐀 𝐑𝐈4𝐕𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐒𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍💋™️ lil PSA: this book is sooooo bad. Read at your own risk

"back from the dead lost in the head i need help".

He slowly backs up until his back is against the wall like my own, "You're..my neighbor?" He points to my door and I nod my head quickly. He hums softly, "You been here a while?" He asks and I nod my head once again. He chuckles, "Ya head hurt?" I nod again but stop as he laughs softly, "I-I mean.. no.. it doesn't." My cheeks burn red as I look at my shoes, "I-It doesn't hurt.." I repeat like a dummy and listen to him clear his throat, "So do you actually live there or was it bull?" He nods to my door and I play with my fingers, "Yeah.. I do.." I feel his eyes watch me and I quickly stop. "You live with your boyfriend or do you like sweatshirts that reach your knees?" He teased, making a giggle slip past my lips. I look away to the floor again, "I-I like big shirts... a lot." I mumble softly and he nods his head, "Hol' up." He puts his box down before walking over to one of the grey bins. I nosily watch as he pulls out a big grey sweatshirt, "Here." He holds it out for me to take and I stare at him with wide eyes, "F-For me?" I hesitantly grab the soft fabric as he chuckles, "Nah for ya mom." I puff my cheeks a little and give him a small glare, "Hush." He leans back against the wall and shakes his head, "It's cold out. You should put it on." ____________________________ She was a shy girl from the city with no spine and a list of problems so long that it could touch the floor and roll off her shoes. Though troublesome, she never truly minded because despite her fears, she was a smart little thing and worked around it. But like many of us, it kept her trapped in a tight little box. The fear of pain, insecurities, and endless thoughts held her back from the life she dreamt of. Until she met him. He was everything she could pray for and more. Tall, dark, handsome, intelligent, and caring. Perhaps she could peek out her little box.. just this once? __________ PLEASE STOP COPY PASTING MY BOOK!!!! THEIF!!! #1 in Daddy (1/1/2021) #1 in Black Romance (5/15/21)

It's not that I won't or refuse...I can't. (S)chizoid (P)ersonality (D)isorder- A condition in which people avoid social activities and interacting with others. Depersonalized Schizoid- Often described by the schizoid patient as a tuning out or a turning off. Affectless Schizoid- Lack passion, remain unresponsive in social situations, and are highly unlikely to show any affection to prospective significant others.