I was the 6th-grade "slut." And I kept a diary. So I decided to create The UnSlut Project in the hopes that my own diary entries could provide some perspective to girls who currently feel trapped and ashamed. I am publishing these entries one at a time, without changing a single word except for the names of the people involved. My limited commentary, which is confined to brackets in each entry, is meant to provide the relief of my current perspective, fifteen years later. The UnSlut Project: Working to undo the dangerous slut shaming in our schools, communities, media, and culture by sharing knowledge and experiences.

******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.

Starting over is never easy. Especially not for Jax Lexington, a 17 year-old girl who has been shipped off to London by her father to live with her aunt, uncle, and two cousins. Then again, it could be fun, when a certain blonde Irish boy turns out to be Jax's cousin's friend. As she grows closer with this boy and his four best friends, Jax's troubled past threatens to make a reappearance. And this is a problem. Because some secrets are better left unfound, and some stories are safer left untold.

[niall horan/ofc, completed] Niall Horan is your average superstar, stealing millions of young girls' hearts with his angelic voice. He's looking for love - the crazy, obsessive admiration he can only get from his fandom is what he's after. Niall creates a project, the girlfriend project. It consists of him traveling, and picking girls out of the crowd - just to see if she's "the one". Pepper Clarke is a sixteen-year-old girl from a small town near Seattle. Pepper lives her life the way she wants it, which usually means blogging about One Direction with her best friend Macy. For her birthday, she acquires tickets to one of their concerts, and suddenly her life is turned upside down. * Notes: This is a work of fiction. Any names or characters are inspired by, but not affiliated with One Direction, Niall Horan, businesses, or places. Events or incidents, are also fictitious. I wrote this in 2012, when I was 16. Please be kind. :) I am now an adult and I leave this story up simply for those who enjoy it.

{book 4} - ❝ All women are the same. One day they say they love you, that they are gonna be with you forever; the next they meet someone else, someone who can be with them when they need it, someone who shares their world. And then they tell you “but we can still be friends.” Yeah, you know what I think of that? Fuck you. That’s what I think. ❞

It was the year 2009 when Niall was forcefully dragged out of the hospital room in tears, knowing he would never see his best friend again. She died with cancer at age 17... Or at least that's what everyone including the other lads of One Direction made Niall believe. ~UPDATES ON SATURDAYS [Hawaii Time]