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ALONE [manxman] ✓ by flawed-
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BOOK TWO On the outside, Julian Douglas has everything: college athlete, good grades, friends who think he's unstoppable. But inside, he's unraveling. And the one person who ever made him feel whole-the boy he loved and lost-is the one person he can't let go of. Paul Jones is brilliant, beautiful, and broken. His art reaches millions, but behind the screens and gallery walls, he's drowning in silence, addiction, and a love that still lingers. When Julian and Paul collide again, old wounds resurface, old habits threaten to consume them, and both must decide if love is enough to heal what life has shattered. Heartbreaking, intimate, and unflinching, Alone explores the raw edges of mental illness, addiction, and the desperate, dangerous hope of holding onto someone who feels like home. : : : "I'm your boyfriend, Jules." He looked so sad then, so completely vulnerable and it was my fault. It was all my fault and I didn't notice until it was too late. "Do you forget that?" Maybe I did. Maybe I thought ignoring him would stop these feelings from surfacing, that missing him wouldn't take over if I never thought of him. And Paul had sighed, his hands coming up to wipe the few tears that hadn't fallen. His cheeks were flushed, he'd done enough crying for the day, and his hair was all over the place from his frustrated tugging. We'd both looked rough but seeing him just as a mess as I was... it made my heart hurt. So did his next words and I knew he'd already given up. "Do you wanna be with me or do you just not wanna be alone?"
𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖚𝖑 by bitchytimetraveler
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🔞This is a very dirty Eremika fanfic, if you are not mature enough please click away. That being said: In an alternate universe where the Yeager brothers came in contact and reversed the titan curse. With the Titans now being extinct, the world began opening up to the Eldians of Paradise island. Peace finally reigned on the Eldians once more. Or so Mikasa keeps telling herself. But with the turmoil brewing inside of her, she faces a decision of doing what's best for her people... Or doing what's best for her heart.
Theirs to Claim | 18+ by Aurelia_2392
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All it took was one moment for everything to change. One moment and three dangerous men who emanated equal parts pleasure and pain. Following her father's disappearance, Madelyn Adams takes her travels to New York in pursuit of an unlikely yet desperately needed lead. However, when she soon finds herself witness to murder, everything becomes so much more complex. A "gunshot to the head" was what she relayed to responding officers, yet after a suspiciously brief investigation, results concluded not a single trace of evidence to support the committing of any crime, let alone one as messy as the casualty Madelyn described. No blood, no fingerprints. It was almost as though it never happened. Almost. If it weren't for the lingering memory of that low voice in her ear or the caress of his gloved hands on her body, she would've thought she'd hallucinated. Taken together, that should have been the most complicated part, but it wasn't. Instead, it was the three dangerous men who covered it up and caught interest in her in the process. ____ "I don't know how long it's going to take you to realize this sweetheart, but you belong to us." He says, yanking my head back so that his intense eyes meet mine. "You're ours to fuck, ours to love, and ours to claim in any way we want, isn't that right Madelyn?" "Mmm, yes Sir." "Well it seems to me like you need a reminder." He growls into my ear, before flipping my body to face him. "Now be a good girl and spread your legs. I want to taste what a needy little mess my words have made you." ____ Theirs to Claim is a full length, reverse harem novel with material that may be difficult for some readers. This book ends on a cliffhanger and is recommended for 18+.
Xavier (Sugar Baby 2) ✔️ by booklored
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Name: Xavier Froye Easton Age: 21 Status: Alive As an ex-spy relying on seduction and intelligence, Xavier was no stranger to life threatening situations. However, social relationships was something he had struggled with since forever. Utter chaos happens when both of these collide. Living-in with Grayson was the dream he never thought he'd achieve, so of course, it all had to spiral away. Reznick hasn't forgiven Xavier for destroying his business. Hot on his trail, he is determined to end him and everything that he holds dear. He struggles in his new relationship, still unable to come to terms with the newfound normalcy of his life. He faces lethal situations at every turn. An inkling tells him that everything is not as it seems at his university. To further complicate matters, an irresistible blonde version of him threatens to jeopardize his heart. His haunting past returns to him, threatening to strangle him. The entire world crashes on him, pushing him to the breaking point. He is close to caving in. The unseen dangers lurk in the corner. But then, there's a reason why they call him the best in the business. Book II (Sugar Baby) Cover by @anticlimactic Genre Champion, Thriller: The Imperial Scribe Awards 1st Romance, The Library Awards 2nd in Thriller: The Aurora Awards 2nd in Romance, The Paper Awards © 2020 @booklored All Rights Reserved.
Ace of No Trades by booklored
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Miller Spencer knows that it's normal to love your best friend. Ace has been his best friend since forever. So, of course, it's completely natural to want to kiss him. It is typical to get jealous when you see him with someone else. It is absolutely ordinary that you may or may not have certain fantasies that aren't civilized enough to be told out loud. It is simply impossible that Miller would make the grave mistake of falling for his best friend in the all too familiar and cliche trope. Or maybe, Ace is trouble and Miller is falling for him. (TW: mild to moderate.)
Bad Boy, Good Boy (boyxboy) by faerienightowl
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It's not like he's looking for fights, it's more that fights are looking for him. But he's looking for someone to save him. All the fights have got Lucas into trouble. He's presented an ultimatum - either go to anger management or join the drama club. Now, he might be dramatic, but not that dramatic. First, he needs to figure out what to do about that crush who smoked his last cigarette. But it's so confusing. In fact, he's pretty confused about everything. And the only solution to everything seems to punch someone in the jaw and move on to the next one. (strong language included) (contains mature content, but you're good until chapter 12 of Aftermath) (highest ranking #81 in teen fiction; #48 in fun) [includes Book 1: Bad boy, good boy - finished; Book 2: Aftermath - finished; Book 3: Collision Course - ongoing] I wanted to name it The Bads Series, but then I thought to stick with the original title.
Alpha Mates by Tippy446
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Book #1: The Mated Series Julian Heil, known for his intelligence and calm exterior. As the future alpha of the Black Moon Pack, he only cares about his pack and their safety. He has managed to develop one of the most dangerous packs in the entire world, feared by many due to his lack of emotions. That is of course with the exception of a certain werewolf. Aiden Calderon, the unpredictable rebel soon to be alpha of The Dark Woods Pack. He kills anyone who is a threat to his pack mercilessly, his attacks and strength in battle has helped him make his pack one of the strongest packs in the world. His carefree attitude has granted him with many allies and friends, that is all but one soon to be alpha. Two alphas and one never ending pool of hatred for each other, what will happen when they find out they are mates? Fiction Awards 2019 Winner - Best Werewolf Story
It's All In Your Head (Villain! Deku AU) by Rin-egade
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3 years ago a 15 year old boy disappeared, never to be seen by his mother, friends, or anyone again. To this day it's still a mystery as to where he went, and if he's alive. To the police, the case has gone cold, but to others people who knew Izuku... He's still out there. Some where. ~~~~~~~ This is a Villain!Deku, Boku no hero academia, fan fiction. The art is not mine The characters are not mine This is for entertainment purposes only.
Be with Me by sgrosie
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Ever since she could remember, Maya Connors has always been the smart, shy girl that sat at the back of the classroom. She tackled every task with a boundless zest, except when it came to boys and relationships. Being eighteen and never once had a boyfriend, she was adamant that it would stay the same until she graduated. But sometimes, you have to expect the unexpected - such as falling for Ethan Morrison, a boy who was way too handsome and way too out of her league. Despite coming from very different social circles, a school trip to Europe was all it took as to her dismay, she found him incredibly charming. But when Maya ventures out of her shell and falls too deep, she realizes that it's too late to go back. With her heart laying on the line, she's about to face a whirlwind of emotions, drama, and secrets.
Becoming Hers by writteninelectric
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Lexi Jones; the new girl who people either hated or loved, kind of like marmite. She brought along a difficult history, part of the reason why her number one rule in the new town was so important: No more relationships. But when she came across Gracie Heron, she loved her style, innocent smiles and perfect heart, her rule might have had to change. She fell for her fast but did Gracie feel the same way? Many challenges entered their lives as they struggled to accept themselves, overtime the two connect in ways they never would have imagined.