*completely unrelated to my other books* So yeah, this will likely be bits and pieces of my life thrown in at random, the hamilsquad being cute, and that good old angst you all love. Starting off in middle school, who knows where it'll take us. Most likely will be mainly Laff, Herc, Alex and John as far as POV. Also, they're Canadian in this one because why not? America confuses me. TW: Depression and suicidal thoughts. Eating disorders Bullying Homophobia and swearing Substance abuse Sexual harassment Cursing Google translate Hopefully nothing else, but there will likely be more

I'm not giving away too much, but this story may or may not contain things from the following list. Abuse, (sexual, verbal, child, physical, etc.) Swearing or slurs in regards to gay couples Depression, anxiety, and other mental illnesses Fluff (no smut) For fanfic purposes, Hercules is G A Y and uses words to express emotion and is dating Lafayette who is pansexual and must have physical contact as often as possible. Lafayette must go to France for a month, leaving Hercules on his own. Laff meets up with his old friends, who aren't quite as he remembers them. Herc is faced with tough choices and some of his greatest fears, only now he is left to face them alone. I hope you enjoy this, it's a slightly different style than my John x Alex fanfic.

TW: mentions abuse, depression and other things that could be triggering to some people. Slurs are used in regards to gay people, so keep that in mind. Lams fanfic: John is a Starbucks barista who meets Alex and falls in love with him, but struggles to accept himself. Between years of bullying and abuse, John is sceptical and believes no one will ever love him This is my first big writing piece, so please be nice! *this may not fit in with canon or other fanfics. These characters are what I need right now, so for reference in both fics, John is my mental state, Laff is who I wish I were, and Herc is me as a personality.