Depression, self harm, and possibly smut? Karkat Vantas, is a moody, Short tempered Troll. Currently him, the humans, and the few trolls who survived Gamzees murderous Rampage are living on a meteor. Although hes always yelling and acting like he doesn't care the truth is he's scared, alone, depressed. He just wants someone to be there for him but he's too scared to ask. He feels horrible most his friends were killed and he keeps blaming himself.

Karkat is hanging out with Gamzee and they decide to get high. Gamzee then asks him why he's changed so much over the years. Karkat decides that now is a great time to explain everything.