"Explosions are my specialty, I can and will be your doom, Now get down on your knees, baby, I'll make your world go boom." • • • Unconventional poems of a conformed man. I voice all my inner chaotic turmoils in rhyming words so they sound less pathetic. And also, I spice it up with dirty poetry, in good ol' me style, so I don't ruin the esthetics.

I always feel like I'm floating through life. There was nothing to hold me in one place, there's nothing that has enough weight for me to stay. Still... I wanted to believe that there's something special out there waiting for me. Pero hindi pala ganoong kadali ang lahat. It's just too tiring to struggle and keep my head above the water... to fight the tides trying to pull me down. So for a moment, I stopped fighting... letting the currents take me where it wants me to go. I just didn't expect the next thing life pulled for me. An embodiment of uncertainty. A gamble, an unpredictability. Life gave me a wild card. It's a bittersweet risk. The question is... do I have the winning hand or will I end up holding on to nothing?

MATURED CONTENT(R-18) Phoenix Series#8: Ryder Cole "You're my light. You pulled me up and let me get out from the dark. You bring back the old me. And if I let you go, I might not be able to see the light again. If I loose you, it will be my greatest downfall." - Ryder Cole

What will you do if you found out that everything you believe into is nothing but lies? Consunji Legacy # 19 Date Started: Sept 2016 Ended: Jan 02, 2017

A writer. A weird stranger. A lot of little conversations. An online understanding. Every night. 23:11.