•○● Completed ●○• "Now,now . I think you have a lot to say . How do you feel when you think about all this ?" Harry asked wiping a single tear that slipped through Zayn's eye. "It I-it feels like I'm drowning. " "Well you can't keep drowning forever ,babe. Either you have to push your fears aside and swim out of water or you have to give up and accept you defeat by reaching your end on the bottom of sea. Either you drown or you fly . It's your choice ."

Liam asked him last week, when he was drunk and feeling brave, how he knew about Harry, and Zayn was drunk and feeling brave, too, so he told him he didn’t know, that’s the point. There was no crash, no bang, no chase through an airport. It was more quiet than that. Zayn didn’t even feel it, how, from the moment he and Harry met, the space between them got smaller and smaller until there wasn’t any at all.

"I'll love you soh much, that you'll become crazy"... (Completed)

just another letter zayn is writing to his boyfriend harry, who committed suicide two years ago.

@#$%COMPLETED%$#@ Two almost strangers on a trip to enjoy themselves.....

Harry misses Zayn and wants him to come to New York, but Zayn's busy in Los Angeles and will only be able to meet him in three days, so he suggests that Harry occupies himself with some... 'home movies' of theirs. Part 2 of The Lonely Hearts Club (COMPLETED JUNE 2017)

He sits there thinking, wondering and searching for meaning of it all. It's a nightmare. The time spent, the memories and pictures... is this it?

Zayn never thought how fast a single phone call can connect him to his past. But to be honest he was scared, because Zayn doesn't know how to deal with it. He honestly doesn't know how to save Harry when he is barely floating above water himself . But he can't just leave him. He can't just leave Harry to drown again. So, he will try ,until he can't and maybe that's why he is here at Harry's place with a bag full of his stuff. Because even if he will have to leave later on, he will bring back Harry from the Dark side of the moon.

Once a fuckboy, always a fuckboy. Yes, that's what Zayn Malik is. A well known bisexual fuckboy. He's the University crush: every girl loves him, even gays loves him or there are some straight guys who turns gay because Zayn captivates them with his beautiful hazel eyes, long lashes and words that he knows how to use well. Words that will make you swoon over him. He doesn't choose what gender to fuck-you're a boy? No problem, you're a girl? Perfect! As long as he gets what he wants which is having fun. Not until he meets Harry Styles-his next victim. Harry Styles, a cool slash geeky kind of guy. He has this beautiful long curly hair, green eyes and lithe body that girls batted their lashes at him every time he passes by. Harry loves women especially that he's the only boy of the family. He loves them but not his type. Harry is gay and most of the students at the university doesn't know he is. He likes to keep it low key. His goal is to finish college and find a decent job that will support him to his entire adulthood life. Not until he meets the University fuckboy, Zayn Malik. Completed revised: July 11, 2020

Zayn is the only consistent thing in Harry's life. That is, until the summer nights and warm days spent by Zayn's pool feel unlike any other. © fluorescentzarry 2019